My daily schedule:
10am, wake up to check my email. Nothing there. Go back to sleep.
11am, wake up to check my email again. 5 Messages. My heart starts pounding. A message from Amazon, Spotify, Netflix, Twitter, and Facebook.
1102am, check my spam folder... just in case.
1105am, go on SDN to see every member receive interview invites. Pout for ten minutes.
Proceed to check email every thirty minutes.
100pm, go to the gym. Tell myself that I will never get into med school unless I meet whatever goal I set for the day.
300pm, go to work.
11pm, sit in my living room with my laptop and obsessively read old threads on sdn until 400am.
400am, lay in bed and panic until I fall asleep around 500am.
Repeat.
My life has become a nightmare.