Hey everyone,
So this is the first time I've posted on SDN, but I have read countless threads here and have found everyone to be extremely helpful. I thought I would share my thoughts, and if you are taking the time to read this and respond I really appreciate it.
I'm 25 years old. I had previously been a pre-med student and completed most of the science courses except for O-chem. I had done the shadowing, volunteering, etc. and was working on my research involvement. The reason I had switched was because I was married at the time and thought that medicine did not have the work/family life balance I wanted. So I switched to nursing, got into the program, and I am now just about finished with my second semester in LPN year. Life happened and I am now divorced. Now I'm left here wondering if I made the right choice with my career.
It's not that nursing isn't a great career (and I'm not saying that I'm above it in anyway), but I am extremely bored with it currently. The courses are not interesting to me. When we discuss disease processes and medical management it is just an short overview, and the rest is about the holistic perspective, nursing diagnoses, etc. It's a nursing course, It makes sense that the content is centered around nursing care, but it is sometimes difficult for me to pay attention and be interested. The exam questions feel so subjective to me (drives me insane). In clinicals I find myself more interested in what the physicians and surgeons are doing rather than nursing tasks. I'm not struggling. I still have a 3.9 GPA. I still get involved in clinicals and do what I need to do as a student nurse, but I have this constant "itch" in the back of my mind.
I'm constantly thinking that I should have gone to med school. Something is screaming at me inside that nursing might not be for me. I have this fascination with orthopedics. I've shadowed a few orthopedic surgeons, and I find myself sometimes watching procedures on YouTube. I know that getting into med school is no easy feat, let alone matching into ortho. However, I'm a strong believer that you can make things happen if you put in the time and work. On the other hand, I have met a program director for an acute dialysis company who has referred me to apply for a position once I graduate with my RN. She said her nurses make "well over 100k/yr". So my conflict is this: stay in nursing where I will graduate with no debt and the possibility of a job making 6 figures, even if it is not as interesting to me as medicine. OR take the steps to get back to pursuing med school. With an RN, I will start making money at 26 vs. maybe starting a surgical residency at at around 34 ( assuming I finish pre-reqs and got accepted in decent time).
If you took the time to read all of that, thank you. Sorry if It turned into a bit of a rant. I'm just looking for some perspective from people that may have been in a similar crossroad, or anyone that might do things differently if they could go back. Am I being naive and glamorizing the profession? Is it more wise to just be an adult, take the good paying job within my reach and move on with life? I understand there are other options for working in the OR (surgical PA, CRNA) after nursing school. I am taking those into consideration as well. Thanks again!
So this is the first time I've posted on SDN, but I have read countless threads here and have found everyone to be extremely helpful. I thought I would share my thoughts, and if you are taking the time to read this and respond I really appreciate it.
I'm 25 years old. I had previously been a pre-med student and completed most of the science courses except for O-chem. I had done the shadowing, volunteering, etc. and was working on my research involvement. The reason I had switched was because I was married at the time and thought that medicine did not have the work/family life balance I wanted. So I switched to nursing, got into the program, and I am now just about finished with my second semester in LPN year. Life happened and I am now divorced. Now I'm left here wondering if I made the right choice with my career.
It's not that nursing isn't a great career (and I'm not saying that I'm above it in anyway), but I am extremely bored with it currently. The courses are not interesting to me. When we discuss disease processes and medical management it is just an short overview, and the rest is about the holistic perspective, nursing diagnoses, etc. It's a nursing course, It makes sense that the content is centered around nursing care, but it is sometimes difficult for me to pay attention and be interested. The exam questions feel so subjective to me (drives me insane). In clinicals I find myself more interested in what the physicians and surgeons are doing rather than nursing tasks. I'm not struggling. I still have a 3.9 GPA. I still get involved in clinicals and do what I need to do as a student nurse, but I have this constant "itch" in the back of my mind.
I'm constantly thinking that I should have gone to med school. Something is screaming at me inside that nursing might not be for me. I have this fascination with orthopedics. I've shadowed a few orthopedic surgeons, and I find myself sometimes watching procedures on YouTube. I know that getting into med school is no easy feat, let alone matching into ortho. However, I'm a strong believer that you can make things happen if you put in the time and work. On the other hand, I have met a program director for an acute dialysis company who has referred me to apply for a position once I graduate with my RN. She said her nurses make "well over 100k/yr". So my conflict is this: stay in nursing where I will graduate with no debt and the possibility of a job making 6 figures, even if it is not as interesting to me as medicine. OR take the steps to get back to pursuing med school. With an RN, I will start making money at 26 vs. maybe starting a surgical residency at at around 34 ( assuming I finish pre-reqs and got accepted in decent time).
If you took the time to read all of that, thank you. Sorry if It turned into a bit of a rant. I'm just looking for some perspective from people that may have been in a similar crossroad, or anyone that might do things differently if they could go back. Am I being naive and glamorizing the profession? Is it more wise to just be an adult, take the good paying job within my reach and move on with life? I understand there are other options for working in the OR (surgical PA, CRNA) after nursing school. I am taking those into consideration as well. Thanks again!