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Hello all. I was wondering if anyone has any experience with the following scenario. Suppose you were two weeks away from graduating medical school. Then suppose you had already been accepted to an accredited Residency training program in General Psychiatry. However, a stipulation of course, probably for ANY residency training program is that a pre-employment drug screen test must be passed to start. I am a newly recovering marijuana smoker and had previously been smoking since I started second year of medical school. I really cannot say why addiction chose to rear it's ugly head for me during my professional training...all I can say is that I had tried the stuff in high school, was not impressed, and then again in undergrad and again was not impressed. Well third times a charm. From what I know of the construction of my addiction to marijuana, in medical school, I made some of the best friends I will ever know and they were all marijuana smokers. They were not however all marijuana addicts. I AM and will forever have to be vigilant in making sure I continue to recover. It's ironic because my academic interest in addicitons is partly what drew me to this field. Anyways, I am on that path now. I have struggled with this for several years now and when they popped the pre-employment drug screening on me, I decided now was as good of time as any to put flame to my rear end. Now I fear I have hurt my possibilities of starting residency. I had been going through about an eighth (3.4 grams) of high-potency marijuana every 2-3 days for about the past 6 months and before that about the same amount every 4-5 days. I quit smoking and decided to get help about 11 days ago. I have not smoked in 11 days which is great because I had serious doubts as to whether I could even stop for 1 day, but now I feel I am not going to pass my drug test and I am at a loss about where to go from here. My test is not until May 27th, and at the very latest June 7th which is 15 days away. That would make all together 25 days sober before my urine test. Still I'm not sure I would pass. Would I be better off sitting down with the Residency Director soon and coming clean about these issues? Does anyone have any experience with similar situations? Is there a chance I could still pass and then I would bring up something that I have already begun to get help for? Sorry for all the questions but I am really freakin' here...I know I got myself into this situation and only I can face the consequences. So I am not asking anyone to do that...but it seems harsh that someone who will be graduating from medical school in the top 10 percent of their class, who has never showed up to rotations impaired, and has no criminal record could potentially lose their career before it even begins. I got into this line of work to help some of the most misunderstood and most judged of the afflicted, and now that seems in serious jeapordy. Again. I know I got myself here, but does anyone have any advice aside from...get sober 🙂 . I am already starting on that.