Hello all!
Long time lurker, first time poster! I am 3 years into my Ph.D. in Clinical Psych. Overall, I enjoy my program and have no doubts that I am pursuing the right field/degree for me. I realized that this is somewhat of a false dichotomy, but as I get deeper into my program (ours is a 5+1 model), I have noticed that many of my colleagues have more or less decided what "path" they want to pursue: academia or clinical work. I realize there are many other options (teaching, etc.), but my issue is that once they make a decision, they are able to allocate their time accordingly (e.g., doing the bare minimum amount of clinical work in order to maximize pubs, attending stats camps instead of DBT trainings, etc). My problem is that I am entering my 4th year and I still largely have no idea what I want to do. On the whole, I enjoy *both* research and clinical work (which I truly believe are mutually informative). However, given the insane competitiveness of the academic job market and the increased ability to transition from research --> clinical work (as opposed to vice versa), I am thinking I need to "choose one" already! I am also not willing to force my family to live in a geographically undesirable area just to be able to be a professor. Finally, I'd rather do really well focusing my time and energy on one "thing" rather that being spread too thin (as I often feel as a graduate student where I will often engage in some combination of coursework, teaching, seeing clients, and analyzing data/writing). An added consideration is that my research lies in somewhat in the developmental cognitive neuroscience realm and there are a ton of additional fMRI-related activities I could benefit from (learning how to code in python, analyzing data using more advanced machine learning models, etc).
I would love to get people's thoughts about this; I can't be the only one who feels this way! I am hoping that my internship year will clarify this a bit more for me, as I'll be spending the majority of my time doing clinical work and will find out very quickly whether this drains or energizes me. Do people who enjoy both research and clinical work have some sort of emotional epiphany or do they weigh risks/benefits and just decide one day?
Thanks in advance!
Long time lurker, first time poster! I am 3 years into my Ph.D. in Clinical Psych. Overall, I enjoy my program and have no doubts that I am pursuing the right field/degree for me. I realized that this is somewhat of a false dichotomy, but as I get deeper into my program (ours is a 5+1 model), I have noticed that many of my colleagues have more or less decided what "path" they want to pursue: academia or clinical work. I realize there are many other options (teaching, etc.), but my issue is that once they make a decision, they are able to allocate their time accordingly (e.g., doing the bare minimum amount of clinical work in order to maximize pubs, attending stats camps instead of DBT trainings, etc). My problem is that I am entering my 4th year and I still largely have no idea what I want to do. On the whole, I enjoy *both* research and clinical work (which I truly believe are mutually informative). However, given the insane competitiveness of the academic job market and the increased ability to transition from research --> clinical work (as opposed to vice versa), I am thinking I need to "choose one" already! I am also not willing to force my family to live in a geographically undesirable area just to be able to be a professor. Finally, I'd rather do really well focusing my time and energy on one "thing" rather that being spread too thin (as I often feel as a graduate student where I will often engage in some combination of coursework, teaching, seeing clients, and analyzing data/writing). An added consideration is that my research lies in somewhat in the developmental cognitive neuroscience realm and there are a ton of additional fMRI-related activities I could benefit from (learning how to code in python, analyzing data using more advanced machine learning models, etc).
I would love to get people's thoughts about this; I can't be the only one who feels this way! I am hoping that my internship year will clarify this a bit more for me, as I'll be spending the majority of my time doing clinical work and will find out very quickly whether this drains or energizes me. Do people who enjoy both research and clinical work have some sort of emotional epiphany or do they weigh risks/benefits and just decide one day?
Thanks in advance!