captain hazel said:
That whole time I kept telling myself "okay, next semester I'll buckle down and really get on track." But it's more difficult than just telling yourself you'll turn it around, or even really wanting it.
I knew something was wrong. I should have just left, got my **** together, and then come back to finish strongly. Instead now I'm working on finishing my PS tonight trying to explain a rash of crappy grades in the middle of my transcript.
oh, and the dean who handled academic probation issues told me that it was an anomaly for me to finish well (or finish school at all); the usual outcome is for students to get worse. even if there's no big "issue."
My first quarter in college, I did alright, but from there it went downhill, then farther downhill, then to the point that I was on acedemic probation and about to be kicked out. I knew I was capable of doing well, but I couldn't figure out what was wrong and why I was failing, so I kept on going to school, trying to motivate myself, but not succeeding.
After I left school, I got a full time job, and resigned myself to the fact that I would never finish college. I had a lot of free time, and no reason to study, but as time went by I found within myself a desire for knowledge. I read a lot of nonfiction, and finally I got to the point (after a year out of school) that I decided that, for my own personal enrichment, I would try taking classes at a community college. My first semester back in school was very, very difficult, even though I was only taking psych classes, and I got C's. But I learned a lot about myself, and about how to study and make sure I'm on track and not get overwhelmed by my workload. I kept taking classes, and my grades improved. Nowadays I'm taking a full course load (science classes) and I get mostly A's.
While taking time off may not be right for anyone, and while I realize that you're situation isn't as bad as mine was, continuing to do what you've been doing all along is definitely not the way to go. If you aren't going to take time off, reduce your courseload significantly and do what it takes to get A's. Increase your courseload gradually, and you can keep getting A's even with 2 or more science classes if you're willing to do whatever it takes, and you take advantage of the resources available to you (like office hours, tutoring, etc.).
I wish you the best of luck, and I really hope that you'll realize that if you are serious about wanting to go to medical school, you'll need to make some changes in your life. I can't tell you what those changes are. I f***ed up my transcript majorly by not taking time off school when I first started to struggle. If your problems are due to a lack of motivation or some other psychological hurdle, you need to do
something to get back on track. If that GPA of less than 2 that you got last semester is all that you're capable of, you need to forget about medical school. Obviously, I don't know why you're not doing well in your classes. You need to find out why and deal with it.