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Hi everybody,
I joined this forum in June after I decided to try getting into medical school (again). Thanks to the helpful and kind people on here (especially @Goro, @LizzyM, @KnightDoc, @gonnif ,@Moko and I’m sure many others I’m forgetting), I had the proper advice to put my best foot forward when writing applications and attending interviews. Unfortunately, despite getting my hopes up after receiving 14 interviews this cycle, it has become clear to me that I will never get a second chance to pursue medicine no matter how much I try to absolve myself of past sins. At this point, at least 12 out of 14 schools that I’ve interviewed at this cycle have released decisions and I have yet to receive a single acceptance (2 post-II waitlist at mid tiers, 1 deferred-decision at a T20. These are all soft rejections based on my research. I also have 9 no decisions despite others with later interview dates having been accepted. These are also soft rejections). The other 2 schools are T10s and if I can’t get into lower ranked schools, I don’t stand a chance at these two.
I wanted to share this post for future applicants because my story clearly shows that the entire AMCAS/secondary applications are not reviewed prior to the interview at most schools. Therefore, if you have a good application but it has one red flag, you will likely get interviews but probably will not get any acceptances (obviously this depends on the severity of the red flag)
People have already told me on this forum that if I don’t get in this cycle, then I never will. It’s been 3 years since the red flag occurred so I doubt adding more temporal space will yield better results. Even if it was possible, I don’t know how much disappointment I have left in me after this cycle. Therefore, as painful as it is to do, I have to accept that I will never be accepted to medical school.
Lately coming on this forum and seeing applicants with later and later interview dates get acceptances has become too painful, I will be leaving this forum for good as I let go of my dream to become a physician. I made the mistake. I own it. But it still hurts.
I guess I will have to pursue alternative career options, but will probably always have regrets over what may have been. Maybe 10 years would be enough for a second chance but by then I will be pushing 36 and be too old for medical school. In the meantime, I would like for my sdn account to be deleted if possible so that I don’t log on when bored and get reminded of my fall from grace.
I wish people on this forum the best of luck in future endeavors and hope that my story can be useful for future applicants (as either an example of what not to do or further motivation to avoid screwing up after being accepted).
VVEL
I joined this forum in June after I decided to try getting into medical school (again). Thanks to the helpful and kind people on here (especially @Goro, @LizzyM, @KnightDoc, @gonnif ,@Moko and I’m sure many others I’m forgetting), I had the proper advice to put my best foot forward when writing applications and attending interviews. Unfortunately, despite getting my hopes up after receiving 14 interviews this cycle, it has become clear to me that I will never get a second chance to pursue medicine no matter how much I try to absolve myself of past sins. At this point, at least 12 out of 14 schools that I’ve interviewed at this cycle have released decisions and I have yet to receive a single acceptance (2 post-II waitlist at mid tiers, 1 deferred-decision at a T20. These are all soft rejections based on my research. I also have 9 no decisions despite others with later interview dates having been accepted. These are also soft rejections). The other 2 schools are T10s and if I can’t get into lower ranked schools, I don’t stand a chance at these two.
I wanted to share this post for future applicants because my story clearly shows that the entire AMCAS/secondary applications are not reviewed prior to the interview at most schools. Therefore, if you have a good application but it has one red flag, you will likely get interviews but probably will not get any acceptances (obviously this depends on the severity of the red flag)
People have already told me on this forum that if I don’t get in this cycle, then I never will. It’s been 3 years since the red flag occurred so I doubt adding more temporal space will yield better results. Even if it was possible, I don’t know how much disappointment I have left in me after this cycle. Therefore, as painful as it is to do, I have to accept that I will never be accepted to medical school.
Lately coming on this forum and seeing applicants with later and later interview dates get acceptances has become too painful, I will be leaving this forum for good as I let go of my dream to become a physician. I made the mistake. I own it. But it still hurts.
I guess I will have to pursue alternative career options, but will probably always have regrets over what may have been. Maybe 10 years would be enough for a second chance but by then I will be pushing 36 and be too old for medical school. In the meantime, I would like for my sdn account to be deleted if possible so that I don’t log on when bored and get reminded of my fall from grace.
I wish people on this forum the best of luck in future endeavors and hope that my story can be useful for future applicants (as either an example of what not to do or further motivation to avoid screwing up after being accepted).
VVEL