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Ok, I have a feeling I'm going to get assaulted/slaughtered here....but I was hoping for realistic advice on OSTEO EM PROGRAMS:
I have essentially screwed myself over-- I failed my boards (COMLEX 1 and 2) multiple times but have managed to eventually pass. I have ALWAYS wanted to be an EM doc and wouldn't be happy in any other field-- but now i'm wondering realistically what my chances are with the upcoming application cycle. All other parts of my application are absolutely perfect including 4 LORs from EM folks (directors of the ED, PDs, attendings, etc.) and never failed anything else besides boards (which I know is HUGE).
1) should I just give up and put all of my energy into a primary care field?? I will prob. end up hating my entire life forever/regretting that I ever pursued medicine in the first place but at least I will have a career and be able to pay back my loans, right? I'm also worried that basically I won't even be considered given my boards alone-- anyone want to realistically confirm this??
2) even if I somehow miraculously get into EM (let's pretend....ok??)-- i'm worried about passing the specialty boards and oral boards at the end of residency given how much trouble I had for the comlex (which, yes, I eventually was able to pass....but, a failure on specialty boards even looks worse...esp. if there's ever a lawsuit). For those who have taken these boards-- how does it compare to the comlex (easier, more difficult, ??)-- i'm not a good test taker but I'm confident in my clinical skills for the ED and would be an AMAZING ED doc.
For those who have been there and done it....or have some experience about applying to give advice-- what do you think?? I'm worried that if I don't at least go for my dream and have someone else tell me NO, I will be saying "what if" for the rest of my life......or on the flip side, if my dreams come true, I have no idea if I would be able to make it through the boards later on (i'm 100% NOT worried about the clinical part...I have it nailed down!). Ugh, after all the COMLEX trauma my confidence is a little bit shot.
Advice anyone??
I have essentially screwed myself over-- I failed my boards (COMLEX 1 and 2) multiple times but have managed to eventually pass. I have ALWAYS wanted to be an EM doc and wouldn't be happy in any other field-- but now i'm wondering realistically what my chances are with the upcoming application cycle. All other parts of my application are absolutely perfect including 4 LORs from EM folks (directors of the ED, PDs, attendings, etc.) and never failed anything else besides boards (which I know is HUGE).
1) should I just give up and put all of my energy into a primary care field?? I will prob. end up hating my entire life forever/regretting that I ever pursued medicine in the first place but at least I will have a career and be able to pay back my loans, right? I'm also worried that basically I won't even be considered given my boards alone-- anyone want to realistically confirm this??
2) even if I somehow miraculously get into EM (let's pretend....ok??)-- i'm worried about passing the specialty boards and oral boards at the end of residency given how much trouble I had for the comlex (which, yes, I eventually was able to pass....but, a failure on specialty boards even looks worse...esp. if there's ever a lawsuit). For those who have taken these boards-- how does it compare to the comlex (easier, more difficult, ??)-- i'm not a good test taker but I'm confident in my clinical skills for the ED and would be an AMAZING ED doc.
For those who have been there and done it....or have some experience about applying to give advice-- what do you think?? I'm worried that if I don't at least go for my dream and have someone else tell me NO, I will be saying "what if" for the rest of my life......or on the flip side, if my dreams come true, I have no idea if I would be able to make it through the boards later on (i'm 100% NOT worried about the clinical part...I have it nailed down!). Ugh, after all the COMLEX trauma my confidence is a little bit shot.
Advice anyone??