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I'm having a lot of trouble figuring out what to do and I need some new feedback.
I have an acceptance to AZCOM and I'm debating if I should apply again, but only to MSUCOM this time. I'm debating it because
a) i'm considered at international student at AZCOM, meaning I have to show $330 170 before July 1st to get the visa papers issued. I've been wrestling with this requirement for the past few months. I'm still reaching out to get sponsors but I'm having trouble with my own bank to release the funds I need.
b) MSU is closer to home (Canada). MSU also has opp. to do research and I don't want to be limited to residency options because of a lack of research at the school. I know grades supersede research but both count right?
However, what worries me is this: my first mcat was better but is now expired. I wrote a second mcat 2 years ago but without sufficient preparation. Bad judgement on my part 🙁 It's a 23N. My aacomas gpa I think was a 3.7 last year with ECs, leadership awards, DO letter. As for research, I've done some clinical research (part-time and volunteering) and spent time doing lab based research for 1.5years. However, no publications/presentations which is frustrating because my goal was to have at least 1 before starting med school.
financing is an all consuming headache and provides fertile ground for depression. I'm also stuck in a woulda/coulda/shoulda cycle where each thought is a seed for this ground (i should've added MSU to my list of schools last year when my first, higher mcat was still valid, i should've not written the mcat even when i had a 6th sense that it was going to be horrible, should've applied earlier to MD schools because they focus more on research, etc etc.)
please advice as to next steps.
I have an acceptance to AZCOM and I'm debating if I should apply again, but only to MSUCOM this time. I'm debating it because
a) i'm considered at international student at AZCOM, meaning I have to show $330 170 before July 1st to get the visa papers issued. I've been wrestling with this requirement for the past few months. I'm still reaching out to get sponsors but I'm having trouble with my own bank to release the funds I need.
b) MSU is closer to home (Canada). MSU also has opp. to do research and I don't want to be limited to residency options because of a lack of research at the school. I know grades supersede research but both count right?
However, what worries me is this: my first mcat was better but is now expired. I wrote a second mcat 2 years ago but without sufficient preparation. Bad judgement on my part 🙁 It's a 23N. My aacomas gpa I think was a 3.7 last year with ECs, leadership awards, DO letter. As for research, I've done some clinical research (part-time and volunteering) and spent time doing lab based research for 1.5years. However, no publications/presentations which is frustrating because my goal was to have at least 1 before starting med school.
financing is an all consuming headache and provides fertile ground for depression. I'm also stuck in a woulda/coulda/shoulda cycle where each thought is a seed for this ground (i should've added MSU to my list of schools last year when my first, higher mcat was still valid, i should've not written the mcat even when i had a 6th sense that it was going to be horrible, should've applied earlier to MD schools because they focus more on research, etc etc.)
please advice as to next steps.