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As I experienced, US is the only nation that gave so much opportunities to its citizens. I think thats why I knew so many people wanted its citizenship, they wanted it badly, they fought for it. Once it comes to education, as for natural borns, they had the whole life to study the language (English), and the education that US has to offered. USs education(K-12) is the best out there: nice facilities, free usages of books, fully resources regards of libraries and classrooms, and ease of learning and have fun (by schools activities), even transportation is provided. Jobs are always there for those with fluently English speaker and writer.
I came from a country that had none of the above in schools. During K-12, we must pay tuition on our own (doesnt matter of incomes); no available books for free, buy them or borrow from friends; transportation: walk or bike or parents; none of the schools has a library; public libraries are monthly membership with some fees; no glassy windows/doors in school; ahhh especially no left-handed students, I was one, I still cannot forget the punishment methods that the teachers used on me - nightmares; etc.
Came to America, I was amazed but soon to adapt with the environment. I appreciated the teachers in my high school. I was trying hard to study in every subjects, I did well, however English is still the hardest. I never realized how hard to remember so many vocabularies. I couldnt make friends, they wouldnt understand me, they didnt have time to listen to me. My only friend is my mentorship teacher, shes also the schools nurse, very busy.
I became more isolated in high school, then I still hadnt open myself up during first couples years of community college. I didnt do so well either, especially English is getting more complicated. My mom never used English with me, today, she asked me how to spell coming and comment (is it comes with 2 mm or just 1 m?). I came here with no English 8 years ago. Many others came to America same period as me. However, now theyre so proficient in English compared to me. Im normal but I still dont get why I learn English slower than everyone else. However I learned math much faster than my classsmates (because it required so little usage of English), and I hate math, politics, and history so much. Back in my country I learned math in this format: Therere 5 soldiers, each with 1 gun that has 2 bullets, and 2 knives; each bullet killed 2 Americans, each knife can kill 1 American; how many Americans died? All they taugh in math was killing. Also politics and history.
By now, I still remember the feeling of going to school by school bus. Its so comfortable, better than walking under the hot sun for 4 kilometers (~3 miles) to school. I couldnt understand students who took that for fun, they used knives to destroy the leathers of the seats on the school bus, metro bus (what for?), and why didnt they value their health (drugs, tobacco, alcohol, racing, ), etc.
Again, for natural born students, theyve exposed to English more often than me, an immigrant status who came unprepared and be isolated. Living with single mom, believe it or not, our household incomes never went above 13,000/year. My mom babysit children, her employers didnt even pay her for months, she never complaint, she always say theres always a reason for that (Im telling the truth, her employers are colored, white Americans dont hire my mom because of her English?? and has no reliable transportation). I started off working illegally as underage as dishwasher for cash, when I reached legal age for working, I was still a dishwasher with paychecks but is way below minimum wages of the state.
My high school, was highly concentrated of natural born students, I had archieved an GPA of 3.4, applied for so many scholarships, only got $1000/year for 2 years from a community college that I later on attended. Finaids in school did helped me a lot. Thats another reason I was deeply appreciated the USs govt.
Its funny to say this, but where as I dont have a job, my grades went up. I found a job, my grades went down, straight down like stock-market drops. Then as it is, I choose medicine. I loved every health profession. However, by experiences with nurses, pharmacists, and doctors; I fell [in love]{edited} with each of the professions. I loved Pharmacists and Doctors more, I strongly believe I will be alike them someday in the future. Everyone here has a similar feeling to share.
Colleges of Nursing, Pharmacy, Medicine are difficult to get in. Ashamed to share my grades here, with GPA of 2.95 or 3.0 (cummulative of all college credits for >140 credits). Compare that to all students out there, everyone in SDN, Im a grain of sand.
From all of my stories above, I strongly support Affirmative Action, if it give me a chance to prove what Im capable of, even though my academic status doesnt show that. I do feel its unfair as I placed myself in those white students with top grades, I knew how hard it was to obtain B+ grades; thinking about get A- and A grades, amazingly.
Am I being too selfish by just thinking for myself? Can you please educate me a little more in depth of AA? What would it does to me? Why academic arguments became wars among SDNers?
Thank you,
HPHAN.