Hi. I am new to these boards, and I am nervous as to how to pursue my dream.
I graduated in May with degrees in Literature and Creative Writing. All my life I was good at science, but I resisted the urge to take it any further. I thought I was too "arty" for that. I guess I rebelled a bit. Stupid stupid stupid.
In fact, while in school, I mainly had my head in the clouds. I took almost no science courses, and I was surrounded by mainly art students. I also struggled with a bad case of depression throughout, and I often felt completely lost, and this affected my performance in school. It was hard to focus because I didn't know what I wanted. And then when I did poorly, I just said to myself, "hey, I don't care. It doesn't mean that I am not smart. Grades mean jack."
Well, now, AFTER graduating, I am realizing how wrong I was, and how I shouldn't have given science the cold shoulder. I really want to go to med school. I know I would be very happy with a medical career. The trouble is, even if I go back and excell in my pre reqs, my GPA from undergrad still stands.
What do I do? Would they look at my science grades and MCAT scores apart from my science-lacking undergrad GPA? Is there a way to improve my GPA after graduating? I am terrified that I ruined all my chances? I wish to take my pre-reqs in the fall, but I don't want to enroll if there is no hope for me.
I would appreciate any advice.