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Seems there's been a spate of these posts lately - must be the time of year.
I've just started off on an inpatient unit and I'm feeling exactly like I did during intern year - just change afraid to order Tylenol with afraid to discharge patients. I got burned badly during my PGY3 year in which a seemingly low risk patient I advocated to discharge committed suicide within hours of leaving the hospital. Clearly I wasn't the one who officially signed off on that, but it still haunts me.
Now that I'm discharging multiple people a day, I'm living in a constant state of fear. I write in depth suicide risk assessments for fear of getting sued and even worse, losing my license. Every day I go into work I'm dreading what I'll walk into - who needs to be discharged today, how risky are they going to be, etc.
I deal with a lot of psychotic people who have been hospitalized 20+ times - nothing ever changes. It just seems like it's a matter of time before there is a bad outcome...it feels like a game of hot potato. I've got to go back in tomorrow and all I want to do is hide under a rock. Advice, please.
I've just started off on an inpatient unit and I'm feeling exactly like I did during intern year - just change afraid to order Tylenol with afraid to discharge patients. I got burned badly during my PGY3 year in which a seemingly low risk patient I advocated to discharge committed suicide within hours of leaving the hospital. Clearly I wasn't the one who officially signed off on that, but it still haunts me.
Now that I'm discharging multiple people a day, I'm living in a constant state of fear. I write in depth suicide risk assessments for fear of getting sued and even worse, losing my license. Every day I go into work I'm dreading what I'll walk into - who needs to be discharged today, how risky are they going to be, etc.
I deal with a lot of psychotic people who have been hospitalized 20+ times - nothing ever changes. It just seems like it's a matter of time before there is a bad outcome...it feels like a game of hot potato. I've got to go back in tomorrow and all I want to do is hide under a rock. Advice, please.