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Hi all,
Post-covid changes in thinking about careers/job trajectory seems to be a common occurrence across the board right now, and it's currently hitting me as well. I'm seeking advice on thoughts about staying in the research field, but perhaps in a less than traditional way.
For background on where I'm at, I attended a PhD program in clinical that was more or less clinical scientist oriented. I genuinely enjoy research, but I was definitely not a superstar researcher in graduate school. My CV and publication record is "fine," but not really standout. I finished an internship that was fully clinical (no research expectation and no protected research time) in a big city with the idea that I would seek out a more research oriented postdoc afterwards. I took on a two year postdoc position in the same AMC affiliated with my internship. However, it's not really very "researchy" compared to my graduate school, and I don't feel like it's contributed much to my CV from a research perspective so far. I have mostly been serving as a clinician on an RCT and have started getting into more writing just this year.
I was able to get licensed as a psychologist in my state after the first year and am now finishing up the second year of the postdoc, which is set to end summer 2022.
I'm trying to figure out where to go from here. I'm not interested in tenure-track academia and I frankly know that I don't have the CV for it right now. I also don't think I would enjoy the life of constantly applying for grants/being paid from soft money. However, I really do enjoy research, and am angsting about the idea of leaving it behind. It seems that it's hard to get back in once you're out, and I'm not sure how I realistically see myself keeping a foot in the door here. I have considered things like smaller liberal arts college teaching with some research (I currently teach one undergrad class on postdoc and enjoy it as well).
That said, another consideration on my mind is that of freedom on the job. I haven't been super happy over the past year, and the idea of continuing to work for other people and the types of applications you have to continue to submit in the academic world is wearing on me. This is perhaps an entitled viewpoint, but jobs that continue to ask for me to provide "3 letters of reference" when I'm in my 30s and just want to be able to have my application stand on its own merits as an adult is a huge turnoff at this point. Leave time and sick day policies for even clinical practice jobs in the US can be incredibly unappealing.
Additionally, my husband was kind enough to move with me to a big city during my internship year. He was able to keep his job as he works in a big company, but he's wanting to move to somewhere else so we could look into buying a home. Academic and research positions of course continue to be limited as to where and when they open up, and the lack of control I have over that is wearing on him too.
There just seems to be an opportunity cost to everything that isn't hanging up my proverbial shingle for private practice and working for myself. However, I know that path seems to close a lot of doors once you take it.
This turning out to be a bit of a long emotional dumping post, so I apologize for that. The tl;dr of what I'm seeking thoughts and advice about is whether or not there are ways to stay in research without the downsides of the academic job market/application process/world? I'm interested in staying in research as a way of continuing to contribute to the body of literature in a positive and meaningful way, not for an academic path or career involving being a PI on grants, etc. Has anyone pursued research in industry jobs? Are there more ways of accessing data to analyze and perhaps working with floating IRBs? Was curious to see if anyone might have any experiences with these types of jobs paths.
Post-covid changes in thinking about careers/job trajectory seems to be a common occurrence across the board right now, and it's currently hitting me as well. I'm seeking advice on thoughts about staying in the research field, but perhaps in a less than traditional way.
For background on where I'm at, I attended a PhD program in clinical that was more or less clinical scientist oriented. I genuinely enjoy research, but I was definitely not a superstar researcher in graduate school. My CV and publication record is "fine," but not really standout. I finished an internship that was fully clinical (no research expectation and no protected research time) in a big city with the idea that I would seek out a more research oriented postdoc afterwards. I took on a two year postdoc position in the same AMC affiliated with my internship. However, it's not really very "researchy" compared to my graduate school, and I don't feel like it's contributed much to my CV from a research perspective so far. I have mostly been serving as a clinician on an RCT and have started getting into more writing just this year.
I was able to get licensed as a psychologist in my state after the first year and am now finishing up the second year of the postdoc, which is set to end summer 2022.
I'm trying to figure out where to go from here. I'm not interested in tenure-track academia and I frankly know that I don't have the CV for it right now. I also don't think I would enjoy the life of constantly applying for grants/being paid from soft money. However, I really do enjoy research, and am angsting about the idea of leaving it behind. It seems that it's hard to get back in once you're out, and I'm not sure how I realistically see myself keeping a foot in the door here. I have considered things like smaller liberal arts college teaching with some research (I currently teach one undergrad class on postdoc and enjoy it as well).
That said, another consideration on my mind is that of freedom on the job. I haven't been super happy over the past year, and the idea of continuing to work for other people and the types of applications you have to continue to submit in the academic world is wearing on me. This is perhaps an entitled viewpoint, but jobs that continue to ask for me to provide "3 letters of reference" when I'm in my 30s and just want to be able to have my application stand on its own merits as an adult is a huge turnoff at this point. Leave time and sick day policies for even clinical practice jobs in the US can be incredibly unappealing.
Additionally, my husband was kind enough to move with me to a big city during my internship year. He was able to keep his job as he works in a big company, but he's wanting to move to somewhere else so we could look into buying a home. Academic and research positions of course continue to be limited as to where and when they open up, and the lack of control I have over that is wearing on him too.
There just seems to be an opportunity cost to everything that isn't hanging up my proverbial shingle for private practice and working for myself. However, I know that path seems to close a lot of doors once you take it.
This turning out to be a bit of a long emotional dumping post, so I apologize for that. The tl;dr of what I'm seeking thoughts and advice about is whether or not there are ways to stay in research without the downsides of the academic job market/application process/world? I'm interested in staying in research as a way of continuing to contribute to the body of literature in a positive and meaningful way, not for an academic path or career involving being a PI on grants, etc. Has anyone pursued research in industry jobs? Are there more ways of accessing data to analyze and perhaps working with floating IRBs? Was curious to see if anyone might have any experiences with these types of jobs paths.