At the end of that (very long) process, I just had too many doubts. These were small things that came up mostly toward the end of the process, but adding them together, I felt uncomfortable accepting the spot. I knew there would be people on the OML that were just waiting for that call, and since I didn't feel 100%, I declined. I realize it's a vague answer--in the end I felt that the lifestyle and the environment wasn't the correct fit for my personality, and I couldn't force myself into that mold. It seems like a great program, and I have only respect for those who administer it and for those of you who will attend. Best of luck!