Bless you drusso. Don’t you just get tired of it all..fighting the uphill battle, trying to convince people..kudos to you man, I couldn’t do it..I sold out like one of those who just succumbed to getting bit by the vampire..
...Chapter 12 from The Book of Drusso...
What Scaevola Teaches Us About Persistence
This painting hangs in the Kimbell Art Museum across the street from my medical school in Fort Worth, Texas. I know it well because I've spent hours pondering it. A copy hangs on the wall in my bedroom--It is the last thing I see at night before I close my eyes and the first thing I notice in the morning. The image is seared into my retinas, and the story echoes in my brain.
The subject of this painting is taken from Livy's account of the Etruscan siege of Rome. Gaius Mucius, a young Roman nobleman, infiltrated the enemy camp to slay the Etruscan King Porsenna, but mistakenly killed the king's treasurer (you see him lying on the ground in the background).
At center stage is Gaius, who defiantly turns his head and dagger toward Porsenna, warning him that he is one of many youths sworn to assassinate him. Demonstrating his resolve, Gaius unflinchingly holds his hand in the hot embers until it is burned away. Porsenna was so impressed by this action that he freed the young hero and concluded peace with Rome. Afterward, Gaius Mucius was known as Mucius Scaevola (the left-handed).
It's a story about bravery, persistence, and putting everything on the line for a cause you believe in. At some time in our lives, everyone will "hold their hand in the fire," resolving to endure whatever pain is required rather than succumb to defeat. Porsenna knows that he can kill this boy, but legions of others like him will be encouraged by his bravery. Scaevola knows that his actions will leave him permanently scarred and disfigured. Both know that things will never be the same again for either of them from this point forward. In different ways, this event seals their fates.
With its upheaval and tumult, our healthcare system leaves us feeling like we will burn up. Still, as we embrace changes and evolve, we realize that things will never be the same again. We also realize there are principles we can never abandon. The future is going to look different from what we thought it would. Still, our resolve to show up for our patients, stay true to our commitments, and plan accordingly is our way of holding our hands in the fire.
Keep your hand in the fire.