Hi all, I have been reading these forums and find them very useful. I have read similar threads but everyone's situation is unique in some way so I thought I would post my story here and see if anyone has any advice/experiences to share.
I am an immigrant--came to the US when I was 18 with very little knowledge of English but a definite goal of becoming an attorney. At the time, I had largely idealized notions of the legal profession and was attracted to the profession as I saw lawyers as witty, smart and intelligent and a lawyer's job as an interesting, challenging, fulfilling and financially attractive one (all of that without having met a single attorney in person).
I went to a community college, learned English, transferred to a four year university, graduated with a close to 4.0 GPA majoring in Economics, took the LSAT, did well (93 percentile) and immediately after undergrad, went to law school at the same university (top 20). I found law school to be very challenging but interesting. My professors were brilliant and so were the classmates. It was also a humbling experience as I realized I was by far not the smartest student who set the curve any more (which had been my perception of myself in undergrad). All in all, law school years were very formative and educational.
Currently, I am a 33-year-old attorney. I have been practicing for 7 years. I work in a mid-size law firm. I love my coworker's and the partners at the firm. The work environment is not very stressful even though I usually do work a lot of hours (usually 9-7, and sometimes weekends) but the work itself is not very stressful and the job is flexible. I can choose to work from home whenever I do not have court or depositions which is a big plus as I have two children (2 and 3 years old).
So I am not hating my life and my job right now but I cannot help but feel quite unfulfilled. My work is acceptable and at times, even enjoyable, but I am not passionate about it. Through the nature of the area of practice that I have, I am in regular contact with doctors (largely orthopedic surgeons), and I have a lot of respect for those doctors--they make a difference on an individual and immediate level, which is not possible the same way in most other service fields, including law. I have also had to have a lot of contact with doctors in my personal life as my mother got diagnosed with cancer. Mother does not speak English well and I have had to take charge of arranging her medical care (both financially and also choosing doctors, researching treatments and going to her medical appointments with her). This whole experience has made me realize how vulnerable we are when we or our loved ones have serious health issues and that nothing is more important than good health. I have looked up to my mother's doctors for help and hope. The doctors made a difference. It must feel gratifying to know you can make such a difference, and that is what I am lacking in my job and that is what I crave.
So I have been thinking/dreaming that maybe it is not too late for me to make a switch to the medical profession. I realize it won't be an easy road by any means and that it will involve a lot of sacrifices both from me and my family/kids. But is this even a realistic possibility? Also, financially, I have responsibilities including taking care of my children and parents. So I am worried about that, as well. I do not have a lot of loans from law school as I had scholarships and borrowed very conservatively. I would not mind borrowing generously during medical school. But do they even allow you to borrow enough to pay not only for school but also to be able to support a family. I understand working would be out of question during med school, but what about the the time leading to med school. I did not take any science classes in undergrad (I will only have the math requirements as Econ involved a great deal of math). But any post-bac program i have looked at is a full time program that will not allow me to work. Is it possible to do the med school requirements while also working?
I apologize for the length of my post. I welcome and appreciate any thoughts/suggestions any one may have.
I am an immigrant--came to the US when I was 18 with very little knowledge of English but a definite goal of becoming an attorney. At the time, I had largely idealized notions of the legal profession and was attracted to the profession as I saw lawyers as witty, smart and intelligent and a lawyer's job as an interesting, challenging, fulfilling and financially attractive one (all of that without having met a single attorney in person).
I went to a community college, learned English, transferred to a four year university, graduated with a close to 4.0 GPA majoring in Economics, took the LSAT, did well (93 percentile) and immediately after undergrad, went to law school at the same university (top 20). I found law school to be very challenging but interesting. My professors were brilliant and so were the classmates. It was also a humbling experience as I realized I was by far not the smartest student who set the curve any more (which had been my perception of myself in undergrad). All in all, law school years were very formative and educational.
Currently, I am a 33-year-old attorney. I have been practicing for 7 years. I work in a mid-size law firm. I love my coworker's and the partners at the firm. The work environment is not very stressful even though I usually do work a lot of hours (usually 9-7, and sometimes weekends) but the work itself is not very stressful and the job is flexible. I can choose to work from home whenever I do not have court or depositions which is a big plus as I have two children (2 and 3 years old).
So I am not hating my life and my job right now but I cannot help but feel quite unfulfilled. My work is acceptable and at times, even enjoyable, but I am not passionate about it. Through the nature of the area of practice that I have, I am in regular contact with doctors (largely orthopedic surgeons), and I have a lot of respect for those doctors--they make a difference on an individual and immediate level, which is not possible the same way in most other service fields, including law. I have also had to have a lot of contact with doctors in my personal life as my mother got diagnosed with cancer. Mother does not speak English well and I have had to take charge of arranging her medical care (both financially and also choosing doctors, researching treatments and going to her medical appointments with her). This whole experience has made me realize how vulnerable we are when we or our loved ones have serious health issues and that nothing is more important than good health. I have looked up to my mother's doctors for help and hope. The doctors made a difference. It must feel gratifying to know you can make such a difference, and that is what I am lacking in my job and that is what I crave.
So I have been thinking/dreaming that maybe it is not too late for me to make a switch to the medical profession. I realize it won't be an easy road by any means and that it will involve a lot of sacrifices both from me and my family/kids. But is this even a realistic possibility? Also, financially, I have responsibilities including taking care of my children and parents. So I am worried about that, as well. I do not have a lot of loans from law school as I had scholarships and borrowed very conservatively. I would not mind borrowing generously during medical school. But do they even allow you to borrow enough to pay not only for school but also to be able to support a family. I understand working would be out of question during med school, but what about the the time leading to med school. I did not take any science classes in undergrad (I will only have the math requirements as Econ involved a great deal of math). But any post-bac program i have looked at is a full time program that will not allow me to work. Is it possible to do the med school requirements while also working?
I apologize for the length of my post. I welcome and appreciate any thoughts/suggestions any one may have.
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