So, here's what happened (in case my story is of any use to future readers). Initially applied to competitive integrated surgical subspecialty, didn't match, and took a pgy1 prelim spot. As a prelim, applied to gen surg, didn't match, and, in the heat of the moment, decided to SOAP into a COMPLETELY different field, and regretted it shortly thereafter. Really want to keep trying for gen surg and do another prelim year (which obviously aren't so difficult to obtain); the regret plagues me every day. However, as I've learned, there's apparently no feasible way to get out of my contract at this point and it seems I'd be barred from starting even another prelim year (please correct me if I'm mistaken). One alternative, which is completely ridiculous, would be to do a year of this specialty and, if I decide I still want to give surgery another shot, then leave for another surgical prelim year (while I still have some funding left), though the odds of this ultimately panning out are low and I could of course be left with nothing. Maybe, hopefully, I'll end up liking this new residency a lot and I'll stop thinking about surgery; if not, however, it seems like it might be worth the gamble. Anyone know of someone who did something like this? For now, though, there's clearly nothing left for me to do but go into my new program with an open mind and work hard to be one of the best residents there.