Ok so I'll spare you my whiny bull****. Its been a very hard first year for me. I had so many things go completely wrong and as we speak they're still going completely wrong, but I just wanted to get some honest opinions and possible advice without (if possible) any severe chastising that is sure to follow this post; believe me I've done enough of it to myself.
I still have high hopes of getting into Medical School and I doubt that regardless of this situation that it will change, but anyway, I started off strong in the beginning of this freshman year and now it's all just crumbled. I dealt with a death, a severe car accident in which I was involved, struggling to pay rent, utilities and food, abuse mentally and physically from my former significant other, severe clinical depression, working a full time job all while a full-time student with 16 credits a downgrade from my 20 credit start in my first semester. Now, I'm afraid all of this has taken its toll and well I had to drop two of the courses which gave me two "Ws" and now I'll have 3 Fs. I'm calm actually, I've done my crying and what not and I know I'm not a dumb person, its just this semester has been the worse. I have the option to retake all three courses which I will do in the upcoming summer semester and probably submit an appeal. I also plan to in the coming semesters take 19 credits at minimum to hopefully offset this semester. So far I have 500 hours of community service logged (I plan to pace it to 500 or more a semester), started a club at my University, been involved in 3 extracurriculars, shadowed a physician and this summer plan to take courses, volunteer, shadow more and participate as a research volunteer assistant. If my GPA is still very low I'll do a post-undergrad degree (from what I hear it helps) Please stop me if you feel as though I'm kidding myself. Does anyone here even remotely think that I have a chance at redemption once the time comes for me to apply to medical school or should I forget about it and pursue another career?
I still have high hopes of getting into Medical School and I doubt that regardless of this situation that it will change, but anyway, I started off strong in the beginning of this freshman year and now it's all just crumbled. I dealt with a death, a severe car accident in which I was involved, struggling to pay rent, utilities and food, abuse mentally and physically from my former significant other, severe clinical depression, working a full time job all while a full-time student with 16 credits a downgrade from my 20 credit start in my first semester. Now, I'm afraid all of this has taken its toll and well I had to drop two of the courses which gave me two "Ws" and now I'll have 3 Fs. I'm calm actually, I've done my crying and what not and I know I'm not a dumb person, its just this semester has been the worse. I have the option to retake all three courses which I will do in the upcoming summer semester and probably submit an appeal. I also plan to in the coming semesters take 19 credits at minimum to hopefully offset this semester. So far I have 500 hours of community service logged (I plan to pace it to 500 or more a semester), started a club at my University, been involved in 3 extracurriculars, shadowed a physician and this summer plan to take courses, volunteer, shadow more and participate as a research volunteer assistant. If my GPA is still very low I'll do a post-undergrad degree (from what I hear it helps) Please stop me if you feel as though I'm kidding myself. Does anyone here even remotely think that I have a chance at redemption once the time comes for me to apply to medical school or should I forget about it and pursue another career?