Applicants, pay attention. We don't care or pay attention to "your #1" because of this. I don't think there has been a single match that I haven't been "lied to" by at least one applicant. This is very common so don't worry. On the other hand, psychiatry is a small world and for those future applicants, avoid this dilemma please. No one will care or call you on this. If you are number X on my list, I assure you number X+1 isn't appreciably worse. We dodge more bullets than we get hit with and no PD wants someone who would rather be somewhere else.