Hi guys,
I left the exam feeling like a truck hit me in the face..multiple times! I remember having to stop one block and take an extra 3 minute break to pull myself together because i was literally on the verge of bursting out with tears in the middle of the test!
My uw cumulative first run was 70%, my NBME4,6 and UWAE ranged between 219-224.
The exam was tough and too long. On multiple blocks i ran out of times and couldn't solve "blindly picked" the last 5 questions of maybe 5 blocks? seriously a lot of things are a haze! Drug ads questions were skipped and only answered those blindly as well.
NOW, my dilemma is, i applied for psych...and totally feel like i need to run away and hide behind a bush because many people -in professional settings- are excited/waiting for my score to come out and expect me to immediately tell them what it is. Which i don't want to do! If i fail the test, the last thing i want to do is announce it to potential residency fellow upperclassmen and professors!
Please brainstorm with me. What do i do tomorrow if i failed? Shut my phone? and pretend like i have an emergency and quietly withdraw from the match?
I don't even want to think of how my life will be over tomorrow! i honestly don't have a planB and can feel my chest tightening up right now already in anticipation of the score report tomorrow!
Any input is appreciated! Thanks
I left the exam feeling like a truck hit me in the face..multiple times! I remember having to stop one block and take an extra 3 minute break to pull myself together because i was literally on the verge of bursting out with tears in the middle of the test!
My uw cumulative first run was 70%, my NBME4,6 and UWAE ranged between 219-224.
The exam was tough and too long. On multiple blocks i ran out of times and couldn't solve "blindly picked" the last 5 questions of maybe 5 blocks? seriously a lot of things are a haze! Drug ads questions were skipped and only answered those blindly as well.
NOW, my dilemma is, i applied for psych...and totally feel like i need to run away and hide behind a bush because many people -in professional settings- are excited/waiting for my score to come out and expect me to immediately tell them what it is. Which i don't want to do! If i fail the test, the last thing i want to do is announce it to potential residency fellow upperclassmen and professors!
Please brainstorm with me. What do i do tomorrow if i failed? Shut my phone? and pretend like i have an emergency and quietly withdraw from the match?
I don't even want to think of how my life will be over tomorrow! i honestly don't have a planB and can feel my chest tightening up right now already in anticipation of the score report tomorrow!
Any input is appreciated! Thanks
