I know the feeling! I think I told you that Ms. Spurs and I have been going out for coming up on 4 years on 2/6. But since she's a year behind me, even though she's pre-med, she won't be coming to med school with me either 🙁 And we all know what a crap-shoot this process is... no guarantees we wind up in the same city...
So yeah. It's weird seeing some of my friends who're younger and haven't been dating as long as us getting married. But at the same time, I feel like it'd be irresponsible of me to propose before we see how the whole long-distance thing goes as bf/gf... when I propose, I really want to make it the ONLY time I ever propose. So it's kinda awkward, cuz I can kinda tell she'd like for me to propose... but I just don't feel ready yet.
Yeah. Typical guy afraid of commitment I guess 🙄
EDIT: Of course I'd say that just as Lyss is leaving 😀