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Hello SDN,
I was accepted into my state M.D. right after I was interviewed and reviewed. So, I am excited and ready to start school! Yet, I have this daunting feeling that I don't have the intelligence for medical school. I have dreamed and worked so hard to be the physician I want to be. I realize that dropping out/dismissal/withdrawal from medical school is highly unlikely if you put all your effort into it and don't have outside circumstances negatively affecting you. (Honestly I feel like I have imposter syndrome) My background: Small state school, Biology major, 507 MCAT (126, 126, 127, 128) 3.9 GPA, 3.87 science GPA, graduated from school's honors college, worked as a tutor, TA, and tech person throughout college, did 3 research projects, volunteered with multiple organizations that helped others and shadowed multiple doctors. My concern is that I worked REALLY HARD IN UNDERGRAD! I am not an intelligent person, I just would study longer and harder than anyone else in the class to be at or near the top in the class. Like way more time than others. I always made time to exercise but I preferred my alone time to study or just relax. I don't drink or party at all. My undergrad was to get me ready for medical school, so I can be a great doctor. I ALSO STUDIED FULL TIME (40+) FOR MY LOW MCAT SCORE. ONE MONTH OF READING KAPLAN books AND WATCHING VIDEOS AND TWO MONTHS OF PRACTICE TESTS AND PROBLEMS! Granted I was 2 to 3 years away from most of the classes the MCAT tests but I feel this is just an excuse to justify my lack of intelligence. The highest I scored on any of my AAMC tests was a 510...is my concern valid? Am I borderline to fail out of an M.D. program? I am gathering information to do the best I can in school. Thanks and sorry for the long post. I appreciate all of you and your time.
I was accepted into my state M.D. right after I was interviewed and reviewed. So, I am excited and ready to start school! Yet, I have this daunting feeling that I don't have the intelligence for medical school. I have dreamed and worked so hard to be the physician I want to be. I realize that dropping out/dismissal/withdrawal from medical school is highly unlikely if you put all your effort into it and don't have outside circumstances negatively affecting you. (Honestly I feel like I have imposter syndrome) My background: Small state school, Biology major, 507 MCAT (126, 126, 127, 128) 3.9 GPA, 3.87 science GPA, graduated from school's honors college, worked as a tutor, TA, and tech person throughout college, did 3 research projects, volunteered with multiple organizations that helped others and shadowed multiple doctors. My concern is that I worked REALLY HARD IN UNDERGRAD! I am not an intelligent person, I just would study longer and harder than anyone else in the class to be at or near the top in the class. Like way more time than others. I always made time to exercise but I preferred my alone time to study or just relax. I don't drink or party at all. My undergrad was to get me ready for medical school, so I can be a great doctor. I ALSO STUDIED FULL TIME (40+) FOR MY LOW MCAT SCORE. ONE MONTH OF READING KAPLAN books AND WATCHING VIDEOS AND TWO MONTHS OF PRACTICE TESTS AND PROBLEMS! Granted I was 2 to 3 years away from most of the classes the MCAT tests but I feel this is just an excuse to justify my lack of intelligence. The highest I scored on any of my AAMC tests was a 510...is my concern valid? Am I borderline to fail out of an M.D. program? I am gathering information to do the best I can in school. Thanks and sorry for the long post. I appreciate all of you and your time.