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Okay so I completely appreciate the people who take the time to write breakdowns and give advice to others but with my test coming in just a month, a lot of things are starting to get on my nerves and discourage me...
It seems like everyone on here who posts has been able to progress throughout their studying much better than I ever will and they have done less than I do. All these people say they are getting 20+ in their first few attempts at CDP tests. I have taken 2 and got 19/18. I am afraid to do more for further disappointment...
I have been studying in odd intervals. 1 month in winter break (pretty much just went over Destroyer a few times and began teaching myself the PAT.)
I took the 2 weeks I had of spring break later to refresh destroyer and memorize a set of over 400 Bio anki cards I made based on the Destroyer things I always get wrong/don't really understand.
Now all this doesn't seem to be getting me anywhere!!! People say Destroyer is the best thing in the world but I feel like after repeating it so many times and still getting 18-19's on any practice tests I do, makes no sense. I have gotten some scores in the high 20's range but these are just Kaplan Subject Tests I am working on with no timing. Perhaps I am memorizing questions without really understanding the content...
I have also read cliff's and made concise notes that seemed to really boost my knowledge as bio is my worst and normally the section leaves me clueless. I am praying for just an 18 on it....
Anyway, sorry for the rant. Just starting to doubt that I am smart enough to do well when I see what others have done and my own efforts seem so pathetic. Anyone actually struggle through studying and still manage to do well? Or is this site just for the genius type A personalities to post on? Most people seem to have such a smooth time studying and it makes me want to rip my hair out. O_O
Need encouragement ! x_x
It seems like everyone on here who posts has been able to progress throughout their studying much better than I ever will and they have done less than I do. All these people say they are getting 20+ in their first few attempts at CDP tests. I have taken 2 and got 19/18. I am afraid to do more for further disappointment...
I have been studying in odd intervals. 1 month in winter break (pretty much just went over Destroyer a few times and began teaching myself the PAT.)
I took the 2 weeks I had of spring break later to refresh destroyer and memorize a set of over 400 Bio anki cards I made based on the Destroyer things I always get wrong/don't really understand.
Now all this doesn't seem to be getting me anywhere!!! People say Destroyer is the best thing in the world but I feel like after repeating it so many times and still getting 18-19's on any practice tests I do, makes no sense. I have gotten some scores in the high 20's range but these are just Kaplan Subject Tests I am working on with no timing. Perhaps I am memorizing questions without really understanding the content...
I have also read cliff's and made concise notes that seemed to really boost my knowledge as bio is my worst and normally the section leaves me clueless. I am praying for just an 18 on it....
Anyway, sorry for the rant. Just starting to doubt that I am smart enough to do well when I see what others have done and my own efforts seem so pathetic. Anyone actually struggle through studying and still manage to do well? Or is this site just for the genius type A personalities to post on? Most people seem to have such a smooth time studying and it makes me want to rip my hair out. O_O
Need encouragement ! x_x