Hi all,
Disclaimer: This turned out to be significantly longer than I anticipated, so, I am very appreciative in advance of anyone who actually takes the time to read this and respond.
Unfortunately, this time around, I was ultimately not accepted at any of the Counseling Psychology PhD programs I had applied to. However, along the way I was accepted into a MA program, which I am strongly considering pursuing. I was wondering if anybody had any advice as to whether or not to pursue this degree: Here is my story:
I did actually interview at a few of the doc programs I'd applied to, and as I waited to hear from them, even before getting any rejection letters (and I thought the interviews actually went well, so we can rule out cognitive dissonance factors), I started questioning whether a PhD was the degree I really want. I've always had a surefire interest in therapy; however, my interest in research has been wavering. Sometimes I think I might need the academic end of things in my life, always, and other times I fear waking up one morning and spontaneously coming to terms with the fact that I hate what I'm doing - that maybe my interest is not so intrinsic, but comes because I've been fairly competent at thinking up and synthesizing research ideas and it's actually the feeling of competency rather than the research itself that I'm chasing.
I've been out of school for two years now, and I am feeling incredibly anxious to "get going" with my career. In fact, I almost can't stand the thought of just working in a lab for another year. So, I'm considering pursuing this MA degree in Mental Health Counseling, possibly terminally, but possibly to lead to a PhD. At this juncture I have very little idea where I might end up. Here are the drawbacks, however:
I pretty much have no money. Hopefully, I'll get an assistantship/small stipend that will cover about 7 - 8 of the 10 courses for the first year. (If I don't, the MA will be out of the question for this year). However, cost of living (rent/utilities/food/etc) still remains. My parents are able/willing to partially help out, which means that ultimately, the loans I accrue won't be too high, but I will be needing to take out loans (~30K) nonetheless.
My question here is, should I take yet another year off, move home, make money, follow through with my first couple publications, and reapply for cheaper MA (and possibly a few PhD programs) next year, avoiding loans, etc. I don't WANT to do this (I, so badly, would like to move on), but I don't want to financially screw myself over. I'm trying to look at this as an investment of sorts, where if I decide along the way that I do in fact want my MA to be terminal, perhaps being in the "work force" a year earlier is a better choice.
What do you all think? Thanks again, if anyone actually takes the time to read this and respond to it. You're the best. 🙂
Disclaimer: This turned out to be significantly longer than I anticipated, so, I am very appreciative in advance of anyone who actually takes the time to read this and respond.
Unfortunately, this time around, I was ultimately not accepted at any of the Counseling Psychology PhD programs I had applied to. However, along the way I was accepted into a MA program, which I am strongly considering pursuing. I was wondering if anybody had any advice as to whether or not to pursue this degree: Here is my story:
I did actually interview at a few of the doc programs I'd applied to, and as I waited to hear from them, even before getting any rejection letters (and I thought the interviews actually went well, so we can rule out cognitive dissonance factors), I started questioning whether a PhD was the degree I really want. I've always had a surefire interest in therapy; however, my interest in research has been wavering. Sometimes I think I might need the academic end of things in my life, always, and other times I fear waking up one morning and spontaneously coming to terms with the fact that I hate what I'm doing - that maybe my interest is not so intrinsic, but comes because I've been fairly competent at thinking up and synthesizing research ideas and it's actually the feeling of competency rather than the research itself that I'm chasing.
I've been out of school for two years now, and I am feeling incredibly anxious to "get going" with my career. In fact, I almost can't stand the thought of just working in a lab for another year. So, I'm considering pursuing this MA degree in Mental Health Counseling, possibly terminally, but possibly to lead to a PhD. At this juncture I have very little idea where I might end up. Here are the drawbacks, however:
I pretty much have no money. Hopefully, I'll get an assistantship/small stipend that will cover about 7 - 8 of the 10 courses for the first year. (If I don't, the MA will be out of the question for this year). However, cost of living (rent/utilities/food/etc) still remains. My parents are able/willing to partially help out, which means that ultimately, the loans I accrue won't be too high, but I will be needing to take out loans (~30K) nonetheless.
My question here is, should I take yet another year off, move home, make money, follow through with my first couple publications, and reapply for cheaper MA (and possibly a few PhD programs) next year, avoiding loans, etc. I don't WANT to do this (I, so badly, would like to move on), but I don't want to financially screw myself over. I'm trying to look at this as an investment of sorts, where if I decide along the way that I do in fact want my MA to be terminal, perhaps being in the "work force" a year earlier is a better choice.
What do you all think? Thanks again, if anyone actually takes the time to read this and respond to it. You're the best. 🙂