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Background - kept up with classes and board studying all year, UWORLD first pass was average, did incorrects well. My COMSAEs were average.
Got my score back and I'm devastated, sub 450s, much much lower than any practice tests. Originally wanted to do Psych on the East Coast, but now I don't know if I can even match FM and if I should drop out. Looking at the osteopathic Charting the Outcomes, it doesn't look good.
I haven't been able to sleep at all, getting less than 5 hours of sleep a day, waking up multiple times since the end of the semester. Spent all summer studying while everyone took their test and went on vacations and I don't even have anything to show for it, same with the school year, focused on studying instead of ECs and now I have neither.
Took an NBME and it was barely passing, literally 25 points lower than an NBME I took at the start of dedicated (months ago). I think I should have seen a doctor for anxiety/insomnia a while ago, but now it's too late.
I have Step 1 scheduled for 2 weeks from now, but with my recent NBME that is barely passing, I don't think I'm in a good spot right now to take it.
Since I passed COMLEX, I have to start rotations (3 weeks from now) and can't delay third year. What are my options career-wise? With the merger, should I take Step 1 next year? I know some people do that, but I don't know how that works with having to take COMLEX 2 next year, taking shelves during the rotations, and having to squeeze Step 2 in sometime before apps all while maintaining/studying Step 1 minutiae.
Or should I just drop out of school and save another 2 years of debt?
I just really need someone to talk to, I don't have family that understands (no one went to college) and my school is out, my rotations aren't even in my school town so I'll be alone too, friends all did well.
Got my score back and I'm devastated, sub 450s, much much lower than any practice tests. Originally wanted to do Psych on the East Coast, but now I don't know if I can even match FM and if I should drop out. Looking at the osteopathic Charting the Outcomes, it doesn't look good.
I haven't been able to sleep at all, getting less than 5 hours of sleep a day, waking up multiple times since the end of the semester. Spent all summer studying while everyone took their test and went on vacations and I don't even have anything to show for it, same with the school year, focused on studying instead of ECs and now I have neither.
Took an NBME and it was barely passing, literally 25 points lower than an NBME I took at the start of dedicated (months ago). I think I should have seen a doctor for anxiety/insomnia a while ago, but now it's too late.
I have Step 1 scheduled for 2 weeks from now, but with my recent NBME that is barely passing, I don't think I'm in a good spot right now to take it.
Since I passed COMLEX, I have to start rotations (3 weeks from now) and can't delay third year. What are my options career-wise? With the merger, should I take Step 1 next year? I know some people do that, but I don't know how that works with having to take COMLEX 2 next year, taking shelves during the rotations, and having to squeeze Step 2 in sometime before apps all while maintaining/studying Step 1 minutiae.
Or should I just drop out of school and save another 2 years of debt?
I just really need someone to talk to, I don't have family that understands (no one went to college) and my school is out, my rotations aren't even in my school town so I'll be alone too, friends all did well.