The decision has been made and I’m leaving residency. It’s been a lot of back and worth, but I have forced myself to make a decision based on what I want and not based on having a bad week or a tough case. I’m actually doing very well in residency—good grades in classes and very positive feedback and critiques from faculty in the clinic. But because I am doing well and find no enjoyment or passion now or excitement in the future as an endodontist, I know it’s time to walk away. And another year of adding $100K in debt is certainly not worth it. I don‘t think there should be shame in admitting that I was wrong.
I appreciate everyone’s feedback. I know a lot of people will find my decision is foolish and rash, but I am not a complacent person.