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I've been dating this girl for 2.5 years in college...I'm about to head to med school and she's one year behind me at the same school. we really LOVE the time we spend with each other and everything feels perfect when we're together. We are very much in love and marriage is definitely a possibility.
Frankly, our time apart during summers has never been very pleasant and we're not terribly good at long-distance. After we've been apart a while we can't seem to find anything to talk about on the phone. But then we see each other again and everything's great...
The ISSUE!
I'm going to head off to med school...a mid-level med school...and she's extremely smart and will easily get into a top 5 program next year when she's applying. Trust me, I know this. We are both from a top 3 undergrad and she will have her pick of med schools. She says that where I go to med school will definitely be a consideration when she decides where to go...but I don't want her to sacrifice her options to go to school near me. Similarly, you have to think about the future...I will be going to residency too in a different place...I don't expect her to just blindly follow me wherever I go! This is not fair to her...and what if it all falls apart? I would never want her to say, look I sacrificed so much to be w/ this guy and it didn't work out. I would not let her pick UVA over Hopkins/Duke/Harvard...
I know the pre-emptive breakup is not ideal in anyway, but neither is suffering through 4+ years of being apart with poor communication and infrequent visits since we'll both be very busy and in school. The other option is to stay together for this next year, see how her applications go...and then decide. (But I'm certain that they'll end up the way I've described them). She and I have discussed this issue and her reaction was that she's pretty sure that she will come to med school where I am...I don't want her to sacrifice her dreams! That's how much I care about this girl...that I'm willing to let her go so she can reach the highest stars...she deserves it and what she doesn't deserve is someone who may limit her possibilities! She's a gem, and I'll never find a girl like her again but I know that she'll have her pick of guys if I'm gone...higher achievers and people more talented than me with whom she'll be just as happy, too. Sorry to be so pessimistic but this is 100% true. Just writing this post has brought tears to my eyes...
I'm most interested in the responses from people who've dated people younger than them who are also going to med school...but feel free to chip in with some comments. I feel silly asking relationship advice on SDN...but I'm sure that some of you in similar situations can understand and not make fun of me for this.
Frankly, our time apart during summers has never been very pleasant and we're not terribly good at long-distance. After we've been apart a while we can't seem to find anything to talk about on the phone. But then we see each other again and everything's great...
The ISSUE!
I'm going to head off to med school...a mid-level med school...and she's extremely smart and will easily get into a top 5 program next year when she's applying. Trust me, I know this. We are both from a top 3 undergrad and she will have her pick of med schools. She says that where I go to med school will definitely be a consideration when she decides where to go...but I don't want her to sacrifice her options to go to school near me. Similarly, you have to think about the future...I will be going to residency too in a different place...I don't expect her to just blindly follow me wherever I go! This is not fair to her...and what if it all falls apart? I would never want her to say, look I sacrificed so much to be w/ this guy and it didn't work out. I would not let her pick UVA over Hopkins/Duke/Harvard...
I know the pre-emptive breakup is not ideal in anyway, but neither is suffering through 4+ years of being apart with poor communication and infrequent visits since we'll both be very busy and in school. The other option is to stay together for this next year, see how her applications go...and then decide. (But I'm certain that they'll end up the way I've described them). She and I have discussed this issue and her reaction was that she's pretty sure that she will come to med school where I am...I don't want her to sacrifice her dreams! That's how much I care about this girl...that I'm willing to let her go so she can reach the highest stars...she deserves it and what she doesn't deserve is someone who may limit her possibilities! She's a gem, and I'll never find a girl like her again but I know that she'll have her pick of guys if I'm gone...higher achievers and people more talented than me with whom she'll be just as happy, too. Sorry to be so pessimistic but this is 100% true. Just writing this post has brought tears to my eyes...
I'm most interested in the responses from people who've dated people younger than them who are also going to med school...but feel free to chip in with some comments. I feel silly asking relationship advice on SDN...but I'm sure that some of you in similar situations can understand and not make fun of me for this.