I am not doing anything between ms1 and ms2. And I figured I would start studying. But I just tried to study this morning. And I had absolutely 0 motivation. I just thought about how I can start studying today or in August or whenever and there is no end in sight. I know if I fail an exam it's bad. But it's not like doing well on a multiple choice exam suddenly makes me successful. So do you think it's realistic to use loan money to go on a 2wk vacation abroad, right after step1? I mean like a $5-10k vacation? Also what I learned from ms1 is that apparently I am "ery book smart"but not good with patients and will be struggling in year 3. But I do not feel that I am "book smart" and I do need some motivation to read all those books..I would find it much easier to just watch tv and half a couple of drinks each day for the rest of the summer.