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Dear all
I am a 2nd year med student from University of Sydney (yes that's in Australia), and I think I have the so-called Medical Student Syndrome.
Basically it is a psychological phenomenon, whereby medical students suspect themselves of having the disease they learn about. Sufferers often either imagine they have symptoms of particular diseases or notice mild symptoms and convince themselves that they have the disease.
Ever since I started med school, I went to my doctor three times thinking I had serious illnesses.
I've feared that I was HIV-positive, since I worked with blood specimens a lot (some of which were HIV +ve) and my haematology profesor pointed out that I have moderately enlarged cervical lymph nodes (which he assured me was normal). I then noticed that I often feel weak. So I had HIV antibody tests which came back negative.
Then some time after I learnt about rheumatoid arthritis, I thought I had this disease. I was noticing very mild discomfort/pain in my carpometacarpal bones and sometimes in my tarsal bones. I went to my doctor and had FBC, CRP, ESR, ferritin and RF, which came back normal.
Now that I am learning about motor neuron diseases, I am obscessing that I might have amyotropic lateral sclerosis (aka Lou Gehrig's disease). It's because I often get fasciculations in my arms and legs while at rest, and have felt weak for the past 2 years or so (for which I went to my doctor and had blood tests for). When I walk to my classes, I have noticed that I am the only one who is profusely sweating, although many other students in my class walk similar or longer distances than me.
I even did a literature search on whether fasciculations are associated with ALS, and was somewhat relieved to find a Mayo Clinic study that followed 141 patients with fasiculations over long-term, and did not find a single occurrence of ALS from the group.
I haven't talked to anyone about my probably psychogenic condition, and would love to hear from other med students about their experiences with obscessing that they might have serious illnesses.
Thanks for reading.
Ezekiel
I am a 2nd year med student from University of Sydney (yes that's in Australia), and I think I have the so-called Medical Student Syndrome.
Basically it is a psychological phenomenon, whereby medical students suspect themselves of having the disease they learn about. Sufferers often either imagine they have symptoms of particular diseases or notice mild symptoms and convince themselves that they have the disease.
Ever since I started med school, I went to my doctor three times thinking I had serious illnesses.
I've feared that I was HIV-positive, since I worked with blood specimens a lot (some of which were HIV +ve) and my haematology profesor pointed out that I have moderately enlarged cervical lymph nodes (which he assured me was normal). I then noticed that I often feel weak. So I had HIV antibody tests which came back negative.
Then some time after I learnt about rheumatoid arthritis, I thought I had this disease. I was noticing very mild discomfort/pain in my carpometacarpal bones and sometimes in my tarsal bones. I went to my doctor and had FBC, CRP, ESR, ferritin and RF, which came back normal.
Now that I am learning about motor neuron diseases, I am obscessing that I might have amyotropic lateral sclerosis (aka Lou Gehrig's disease). It's because I often get fasciculations in my arms and legs while at rest, and have felt weak for the past 2 years or so (for which I went to my doctor and had blood tests for). When I walk to my classes, I have noticed that I am the only one who is profusely sweating, although many other students in my class walk similar or longer distances than me.
I even did a literature search on whether fasciculations are associated with ALS, and was somewhat relieved to find a Mayo Clinic study that followed 141 patients with fasiculations over long-term, and did not find a single occurrence of ALS from the group.
I haven't talked to anyone about my probably psychogenic condition, and would love to hear from other med students about their experiences with obscessing that they might have serious illnesses.
Thanks for reading.
Ezekiel