I have about T-1 year left in the PhD phase of my MD/PhD program. As things progress, I am realizing more and more that I am unsure if I want to pursue a research career at all. (Funding woes, grant stress, publication pressures etc. make me think that it might not be the career of my dreams after all). Sometimes I still get very excited about the pursuit of science, but most of the time I wish I had just done the straight MD.
With this in mind, I really have no idea what I'm doing with my future. My Step1 score is not very competitive (only 227). Everyone always said that having the PhD would help, but if I'm not really thinking that I want to do a basic research career how can it? In my case, it doesn't look like I will have a great publication record (a couple middle author pubs, 1-2 first author in a so-so journal, and a 1st author review). Of course, I still have 3rd year grades, and LORs, Step 2 that will make up my package. Do I tell residency directors that I don't want to do research anymore? Other people in my program who feel the same way suggest that you would NEVER intimate that you've lost the research bug.
Thoughts?
With this in mind, I really have no idea what I'm doing with my future. My Step1 score is not very competitive (only 227). Everyone always said that having the PhD would help, but if I'm not really thinking that I want to do a basic research career how can it? In my case, it doesn't look like I will have a great publication record (a couple middle author pubs, 1-2 first author in a so-so journal, and a 1st author review). Of course, I still have 3rd year grades, and LORs, Step 2 that will make up my package. Do I tell residency directors that I don't want to do research anymore? Other people in my program who feel the same way suggest that you would NEVER intimate that you've lost the research bug.
Thoughts?