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Hello everybody,
I'd like some advice.
Recently, I've found that the intensity of my prep is progressively growing. I'm getting more and more done, and I'm setting higher and higher goals. All of a sudden, I just decided to add another 50-hour lecture set (plus review) to my already-packed last-six-week plan. I'm going deep into the night, through the morning, and just falling asleep when I fall asleep.
It wasn't like this when I first started studying about 5 weeks ago. I was going casually, covering 10 pages a day in First Aid, doing 25-50 questions in UW, and then taking the rest of the day off. People at home (I'm staying with my parents during prep time) were asking me if I'm working hard enough. Now they're trying to convince me to take a break.
And I know that I probably need a break. But whenever I take a break, I think of all of the stuff that I could be studying.
I've never been like this before. Honestly, I was a bit of a slacker for most of med school. But all of a sudden, I feel like a gunner (which is not an adjective that's ever been applied to me before). Maybe it's SDN... maybe it's the pressure... maybe it's just trying to make up for lost time in the first two years of school... but I don't know how to handle myself.
Usually, in the week before finals (even in med school), I'm the guy saying "man, we studied for like five hours today... let's go watch a movie or something." But now, I can't even watch a movie without having a copy of First Aid in my lap.
What do I do? I don't know if I can go another 6 weeks at this pace without driving myself crazy. But on the other hand, I can't take a break without thinking "I could be working on my score right now." How have you guys handled that situation?
I'd like some advice.
Recently, I've found that the intensity of my prep is progressively growing. I'm getting more and more done, and I'm setting higher and higher goals. All of a sudden, I just decided to add another 50-hour lecture set (plus review) to my already-packed last-six-week plan. I'm going deep into the night, through the morning, and just falling asleep when I fall asleep.
It wasn't like this when I first started studying about 5 weeks ago. I was going casually, covering 10 pages a day in First Aid, doing 25-50 questions in UW, and then taking the rest of the day off. People at home (I'm staying with my parents during prep time) were asking me if I'm working hard enough. Now they're trying to convince me to take a break.
And I know that I probably need a break. But whenever I take a break, I think of all of the stuff that I could be studying.
I've never been like this before. Honestly, I was a bit of a slacker for most of med school. But all of a sudden, I feel like a gunner (which is not an adjective that's ever been applied to me before). Maybe it's SDN... maybe it's the pressure... maybe it's just trying to make up for lost time in the first two years of school... but I don't know how to handle myself.
Usually, in the week before finals (even in med school), I'm the guy saying "man, we studied for like five hours today... let's go watch a movie or something." But now, I can't even watch a movie without having a copy of First Aid in my lap.
What do I do? I don't know if I can go another 6 weeks at this pace without driving myself crazy. But on the other hand, I can't take a break without thinking "I could be working on my score right now." How have you guys handled that situation?