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Hi everyone,
i am a third year medical student and needless to say, had heard from almost every upperclassman that third year was going to be amazing. I started off my rotation with pediatrics and stupidly took the Step 1 four days before the start of my rotation. So, when i got into peds, i was exhausted. my brain literally could not process any words. I did great on my evaluations because I still remembered stuff from studying step 1, but got a 16% on my shelf. my reasoning was because I sisn't study. Then my next rotation was family medicine. I got at 26% even though I studied from the first day to the last with NMS Family medicine, internal medicine review, ob/gyn review, Boards and Wards (I read every topic except general surgery). because of so much other things going on, I took a leave of absence for a month just to calm myself done. never have i felt so stupid in my life and it didn't help being surrounded by classmates complaining that they only scored a 90% on their shelf. So my next rotation was ob/gyn. this is the career i want to pursue, so I decided to give it my all. I read blueprints Ob/Gyn three times and took notes on the whole book. i read case files for ob/gyn 2 times and did all the questions. i did questions from USMLE world and got 60-70% on them and finally I did the blueprints quiz at the end of the book and got a 85% on it. I felt great. All I wanted was at least a 75% on the shelf. Instead, I got a 24%. In all three of my shelf exams I answered 65/100 questions correctly. Nothing more, nothing less. I am soooooo frustrated. I think I had a nervous breakdown after seeing the results. Is there any advice for why this is happening? And will this hurt me in applying to residency programs. I want to go to more of a community based hospital rather than a university program. It is just frustrtating because I do get great evaluations from my attendings and really can interview patients, write notes, answer questions as much as I can, but i can't do well on the shelf.
Help! please......
i am a third year medical student and needless to say, had heard from almost every upperclassman that third year was going to be amazing. I started off my rotation with pediatrics and stupidly took the Step 1 four days before the start of my rotation. So, when i got into peds, i was exhausted. my brain literally could not process any words. I did great on my evaluations because I still remembered stuff from studying step 1, but got a 16% on my shelf. my reasoning was because I sisn't study. Then my next rotation was family medicine. I got at 26% even though I studied from the first day to the last with NMS Family medicine, internal medicine review, ob/gyn review, Boards and Wards (I read every topic except general surgery). because of so much other things going on, I took a leave of absence for a month just to calm myself done. never have i felt so stupid in my life and it didn't help being surrounded by classmates complaining that they only scored a 90% on their shelf. So my next rotation was ob/gyn. this is the career i want to pursue, so I decided to give it my all. I read blueprints Ob/Gyn three times and took notes on the whole book. i read case files for ob/gyn 2 times and did all the questions. i did questions from USMLE world and got 60-70% on them and finally I did the blueprints quiz at the end of the book and got a 85% on it. I felt great. All I wanted was at least a 75% on the shelf. Instead, I got a 24%. In all three of my shelf exams I answered 65/100 questions correctly. Nothing more, nothing less. I am soooooo frustrated. I think I had a nervous breakdown after seeing the results. Is there any advice for why this is happening? And will this hurt me in applying to residency programs. I want to go to more of a community based hospital rather than a university program. It is just frustrtating because I do get great evaluations from my attendings and really can interview patients, write notes, answer questions as much as I can, but i can't do well on the shelf.
Help! please......