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I am now 6+ mos into my first attending job, and a few things have improved, but I'm seriously thinking of getting a different job. In fact, after a particularly frustrating week I applied for some jobs and lo and behold, I am now sitting on an offer.
What's better:
I am no longer freaking out so much about bad things happening.
I weirdly regressed in confidence when I graduated from residency, but I'm getting some of it back. Functionally, I am no longer changing my mind about treatment plan all the time or calling patients because "I've thought more about the situation/done some further reading/chart review and I think..." No, it can wait until an appointment.
I am calling social workers, caregivers, legal people, collateral, and other MD's as little as I possibly can, and I'm learning to be ok with that.
I've gotten better at I've automated a lot of processes, including dot phrases. I know the system a bit better and how know to make things happen with less effort.
What's not so good:
Notes
I can't write a note in less time than 15 minutes to save my life, and completing notes before I walk out the door at the end of day is still way beyond me. This is with typing the subjective section in the visit, more carry-forward functions, and dictation. I've recently analyzed where the time goes while writing notes and a lot of it is:
--updating a running past psychiatric history that keeps getting carried forward, including med trials, higher level of care episodes, important studies, etc.
--in connection with the above, scrolling through the chart because what happened in the ER visit again and what exactly did the imaging show and what was the QTC or thyroid value so I can put it in my note since the template never pulls things in right
--updating a running case formulation in the beginning of the assessment
--with the new billing changes - checking which diagnoses we actually addressed this visit and which we didn't
--having emotions about my patients
--looking up papers etc to answer questions I may have on the case
--second-guessing my decisions (see above, getting better)
--going down rabbit holes in connection with the above
Patient population
I am getting lots of secondary trauma from listening to my patients, simply because of the kind of community my practice serves.
There is lots of chemical dependency and dual diagnosis, and I am realizing that this is not the population for me. Not without the right resources, anyway. More on that later.
I'm starting to realize I've always wanted to want to be someone who serves the underserved, but I don't think I am nor ever will be.
Lots of bio-psycho-socially complex cases, self-referrals for strange reasons, PCP's passing the buck when they are "no longer comfortable" managing someone's controlled substances, when in fact that person probably shouldn't even *be* on a controlled substance.
The system
Some of this has been contributed to by the pandemic and some recent institution-specific issues.
Triage of intakes is minimal, if any.
Things as basic as getting through to the front desk and a reliable mail system are fraught
MA's doing RN work. Not enough support staff, period. This results in me doing my own triage and care coordination whenever I can. I am also constantly fearful that something will fall through the cracks and end poorly.
Staff turnover among docs and support staff. In the last few months, 3 docs have left. One of them is the local... liberal prescriber.
No care coordinator or social worker in house.
My coverage partner hardly does anything when I'm gone.
The only way to survive in said job, I've realized, is to stop caring and do less, or get a different job. Not caring and doing less has never been my strong suit. I kind of hate to do it when I've only been there for 6 mos and they've lost 3 other docs. I also realize there will be tough patients everywhere, and my note-writing woes and do-too-much tendencies will not go away without some really hard work on myself.
Thoughts on how to address my documentation further? Stories on switching jobs after a short period of time?
What's better:
I am no longer freaking out so much about bad things happening.
I weirdly regressed in confidence when I graduated from residency, but I'm getting some of it back. Functionally, I am no longer changing my mind about treatment plan all the time or calling patients because "I've thought more about the situation/done some further reading/chart review and I think..." No, it can wait until an appointment.
I am calling social workers, caregivers, legal people, collateral, and other MD's as little as I possibly can, and I'm learning to be ok with that.
I've gotten better at I've automated a lot of processes, including dot phrases. I know the system a bit better and how know to make things happen with less effort.
What's not so good:
Notes
I can't write a note in less time than 15 minutes to save my life, and completing notes before I walk out the door at the end of day is still way beyond me. This is with typing the subjective section in the visit, more carry-forward functions, and dictation. I've recently analyzed where the time goes while writing notes and a lot of it is:
--updating a running past psychiatric history that keeps getting carried forward, including med trials, higher level of care episodes, important studies, etc.
--in connection with the above, scrolling through the chart because what happened in the ER visit again and what exactly did the imaging show and what was the QTC or thyroid value so I can put it in my note since the template never pulls things in right
--updating a running case formulation in the beginning of the assessment
--with the new billing changes - checking which diagnoses we actually addressed this visit and which we didn't
--having emotions about my patients
--looking up papers etc to answer questions I may have on the case
--second-guessing my decisions (see above, getting better)
--going down rabbit holes in connection with the above
Patient population
I am getting lots of secondary trauma from listening to my patients, simply because of the kind of community my practice serves.
There is lots of chemical dependency and dual diagnosis, and I am realizing that this is not the population for me. Not without the right resources, anyway. More on that later.
I'm starting to realize I've always wanted to want to be someone who serves the underserved, but I don't think I am nor ever will be.
Lots of bio-psycho-socially complex cases, self-referrals for strange reasons, PCP's passing the buck when they are "no longer comfortable" managing someone's controlled substances, when in fact that person probably shouldn't even *be* on a controlled substance.
The system
Some of this has been contributed to by the pandemic and some recent institution-specific issues.
Triage of intakes is minimal, if any.
Things as basic as getting through to the front desk and a reliable mail system are fraught
MA's doing RN work. Not enough support staff, period. This results in me doing my own triage and care coordination whenever I can. I am also constantly fearful that something will fall through the cracks and end poorly.
Staff turnover among docs and support staff. In the last few months, 3 docs have left. One of them is the local... liberal prescriber.
No care coordinator or social worker in house.
My coverage partner hardly does anything when I'm gone.
The only way to survive in said job, I've realized, is to stop caring and do less, or get a different job. Not caring and doing less has never been my strong suit. I kind of hate to do it when I've only been there for 6 mos and they've lost 3 other docs. I also realize there will be tough patients everywhere, and my note-writing woes and do-too-much tendencies will not go away without some really hard work on myself.
Thoughts on how to address my documentation further? Stories on switching jobs after a short period of time?