Hi everyone,
I just got my grade for one of the two first year medical school blocks that I completed this year and I failed the most recent For anatomy we had 9 exams and so we had a large # to be judged upon. For the second block, we only had two exams and the passing score was 68. I failed the first one and wasn't able to score high enough on the second to bring my overall average up high enough. I'm extremely depressed by this. The first time, I caught a stupid cold a week before the exam, fell behind, and while desperately tried to catch up, just couldn't. I'm extremely frustrated as I just got a call from our office of med education saying that I have to meet with the dean, etc. I just feel so ashamed of myself beyond my ability to describe. I don't know what the implications of this are for residency match but either way I want to make sure that this doesn't happen again. Can anyone give some words of comfort or wisdom?
When I look back on this block and ask myself what specifically I had so much trouble with, I think it boils down to several things. 1) I have a lot of trouble staying on schedule with the material - when we have like 3/4 lectures per day, it takes me SO long to go through them, read books, take notes, let alone actually memorize and learn the material. Once you fall the slightest behind in these courses, its almost impossible to catch up. 2) I have found that since our exams are a compilation of all of the questions put together by the various instructors, that the nature of the questions varies a lot. Sometimes, I will get a given lecturers questions all write and then another prof will decide to create these complicated, clinical usmle style questions that I haven't been prepaired for yet, and I'm thrown for a loop. I guess thats my own fault and I have to work harder at that...but along the same lines, i'm sure this is the case at every med school, but our exams are SO extremely detail oriented. Profs tend to ask questions about a little detail from some random chart tucked in one of the ppt slides - how do you all actually know when you have studied everything and are ready? How do you account for so much detail in such a large quantity?
Anyway, sorry for my rant but any any help, advice, insight, anything would really be appreciated. Thanks!
I just got my grade for one of the two first year medical school blocks that I completed this year and I failed the most recent For anatomy we had 9 exams and so we had a large # to be judged upon. For the second block, we only had two exams and the passing score was 68. I failed the first one and wasn't able to score high enough on the second to bring my overall average up high enough. I'm extremely depressed by this. The first time, I caught a stupid cold a week before the exam, fell behind, and while desperately tried to catch up, just couldn't. I'm extremely frustrated as I just got a call from our office of med education saying that I have to meet with the dean, etc. I just feel so ashamed of myself beyond my ability to describe. I don't know what the implications of this are for residency match but either way I want to make sure that this doesn't happen again. Can anyone give some words of comfort or wisdom?
When I look back on this block and ask myself what specifically I had so much trouble with, I think it boils down to several things. 1) I have a lot of trouble staying on schedule with the material - when we have like 3/4 lectures per day, it takes me SO long to go through them, read books, take notes, let alone actually memorize and learn the material. Once you fall the slightest behind in these courses, its almost impossible to catch up. 2) I have found that since our exams are a compilation of all of the questions put together by the various instructors, that the nature of the questions varies a lot. Sometimes, I will get a given lecturers questions all write and then another prof will decide to create these complicated, clinical usmle style questions that I haven't been prepaired for yet, and I'm thrown for a loop. I guess thats my own fault and I have to work harder at that...but along the same lines, i'm sure this is the case at every med school, but our exams are SO extremely detail oriented. Profs tend to ask questions about a little detail from some random chart tucked in one of the ppt slides - how do you all actually know when you have studied everything and are ready? How do you account for so much detail in such a large quantity?
Anyway, sorry for my rant but any any help, advice, insight, anything would really be appreciated. Thanks!