Dear SDN friends,
I have failed my ABIM cert. And I failed miserably. Mostly scared that I didn't know that I was able to do such poorly on a standardized test.
After a long and hard look inside here are some facts,
1. I am a poor test taker. I am the one who will always pick the wrong answer between the last two options. I read the question stem, read the options and go back to the question. But still, I end up choosing the wrong answer.
2. I am clinically sound. I am a hospitalist, knock on wood, things have been going great. I am confident in my craft.
3. I am worried about how my colleagues will perceive of me or how my job will be affected as of right now..PLEASE FEEL FREE TO GIVE ME SOME INSIGHT
4. I really just want to pass. I have zero remorse that I failed cause I know this exam does not define me. I am devastated that I have to do this again. Any words of wisdome is appreciated.
Plan:
GOAL:
Score 380, assuming pass at 371
Resources I have :
- I do not think I can study Harrison
- I have med study videos and books
- I have UW qbank
- I have awesome review books from last year
- I have MKSAP as well
To do:
- I do not want to study Harrison or MKSAP
- I will finish off UW at least twice if not more
- I can study board basics and may watch Medstudy videos
- I will read through the Awesome review as well
Please advise, share your experiences. I am so devastated.
I have failed my ABIM cert. And I failed miserably. Mostly scared that I didn't know that I was able to do such poorly on a standardized test.
After a long and hard look inside here are some facts,
1. I am a poor test taker. I am the one who will always pick the wrong answer between the last two options. I read the question stem, read the options and go back to the question. But still, I end up choosing the wrong answer.
2. I am clinically sound. I am a hospitalist, knock on wood, things have been going great. I am confident in my craft.
3. I am worried about how my colleagues will perceive of me or how my job will be affected as of right now..PLEASE FEEL FREE TO GIVE ME SOME INSIGHT
4. I really just want to pass. I have zero remorse that I failed cause I know this exam does not define me. I am devastated that I have to do this again. Any words of wisdome is appreciated.
Plan:
GOAL:
Score 380, assuming pass at 371
Resources I have :
- I do not think I can study Harrison
- I have med study videos and books
- I have UW qbank
- I have awesome review books from last year
- I have MKSAP as well
To do:
- I do not want to study Harrison or MKSAP
- I will finish off UW at least twice if not more
- I can study board basics and may watch Medstudy videos
- I will read through the Awesome review as well
Please advise, share your experiences. I am so devastated.