well, i just got my scores and got confirmation of what i had feared all along: i did fail...i guess what makes me so sick is that i was as close as you can possibly get w/o actually passing 😡 ...so, i have been going thru first-aid leisurely since taking the step 1 w/ the just-in-case mentality and now, i have to kick it into high-gear. i can't start w/o first passing the step and so was wondering when i can take the test. i heard i have to wait 6 weeks...? funny how i only studied for about 3 weeks the first time round.
on "random" qbank i ended up w/ a 64 avg. (scoring anywhere from 50-80 on the individual 50q blocks) My nbme scores were 510 and 500 and so i thought i was in good shape for getting the minimum pass...i think nerves is what messed me up on the test. i freaked out the night before and felt like i couldnt remember anything in FA. i ended up almost pulling an all-nighter b/c i just couldn't sleep...i felt that instead of tossing and turning in bed in vain, i might as well flip thru FA....BAD MISTAKE! i didnt get much sleep and then during the test my heart was beating so fast i couldnt even breathe let alone think clearly...near the end, despite ODing on caffeine, i was so tired i couldn't even keep my eyes open...so, my question, can anyone recommend a good sleeping pill and/or something for the anxiety-attacks suitable for the step 1 ordeal?? i have to go see the doc but i was thinking a BB-Blocker and a sleeping pill has anyone tried both together...well things can always be worse...i just have to suck it up and get over this hurdle...trying to be positive...
thanks for any help
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