I know this topic comes up occasionally, but I guess I'm just looking for some emotional support (help out a brother). I'm a relatively new MS1 (been here for a few months) and, yeah, I already feel mega isolated and lonely. Aside from the stress of classes (which feels really oppressive) I just feel like such an outsider in my medical school class. Do most med schools feel like high school 2.0? Cliques seem to have formed within the first 2-3 weeks of class and now I feel like I already missed my chance to really get to know people. I suppose part of the problem, also, is that tbh I don't really feel connected to the whole culture of medicine...as in all the hyper competitive attitudes, huge egos, one upping, projecting image of competence and confidence, etc. I feel like this manifests itself in both academic and social ways. There seems to be a significant portion of my class that is obsessed with being part of a "cool" clique and spreading gossip like wildfire. I guess it's just human nature, but I won't lie and say it doesn't annoy/disappoint me. There are definitely some really decent, humble folks in my class, but with all the time spent studying (or worrying about studying) it has been hard to find them. Anyway, I know I've gotta just put myself out there more, but I often feel disconnected from (sometimes turned off by) the general atmosphere of med school. Anyone ever feel this way?