Do you have any advice on how to get to this point? Definitely find myself struggling with comparing myself to other incoming students but I hate that I have that mentality
I'm sure plenty of people have something to offer in this because we’ve all experienced insecurity during our educational journeys.
Just remember that your stats aren’t a direct reflection of who you are as a whole. How/why you decided to go into medicine wasn’t the same reason(s) as somebody else. Allow yourself to be shaped by the experiences in medical school to come. Your peers, while competitive, are just as conscious of how good you might be too.
Find other things that you enjoy so you don’t end up getting tunnel-visioned on just school/work. You’ll still be more than a doctor by the time that you’re out of medical school. Don’t let the job be the only thing that defines you or your journey…
… and I’m saying this as someone who’s a non-trad pre-med. I also used to do some crazy stuff that would make most people self-conscious like modeling as a job (try getting ready for a runway show not knowing who your designer is & then being thrown into a room full of handsome naked strangers getting dressed/undressed every other moment😅). Life is gonna throw you some interesting experiences & rest assured that when you remember why you’re doing something, every fear you have about yourself will fall away.
I will tell you that every model (male and female) in that room was there for a different reason, but we all were after what we wanted. That was just a step we each took to get to where we wanted to be, whether it was to be a model in LA, NY, or in Germany… or to go back to school & be something else.
Remember your reasons & remember everyone is feeling fully self-conscious & exposed in their work. But you were also chosen because you have a lot to offer, and I’ll be the first today to tell you that.
You are uniquely qualified to be the doctor you want to be.