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I've been contemplating this for a while and I'd like to get some clear answers on this question. How do you know if you're not inherently intelligent enough for medicine? I don't mean too lazy or not interested or studying improperly, I mean that you simply aren't intellectually up to par with fellow premeds.
I'm currently enrolled at a university and I just finished my AA at a CC. I'm struggling with academics right now, not doing so well at all. Definitely not medical school competitive. My cGPA is like a 3.3, yada yada yada, I won't go into details as they're irrelevant. But my grades aren't good. I'm already 23 years old as well, so technically, I should be in my first year of medical school if I didn't **** up.
I definitely could have done better if I had tried harder at my CC, I think I could have a 3.7+ right now if I had, but again, general courses for an AA are much easier than a bachelors in science which I'm now pursuing at the university level.
I've always struggled academically, even getting held back a year in high school, my high school counselor even told me to drop out because she said I'd "never" get my high school diploma, then I got my high school diploma.
I feel like I'm struggling way too much to be doing so poorly. Granted maybe I'm not working that hard and I simply think I am? I feel like I'm not up to par with some fellow premeds, some of my friends have 3.9+ and SEEM (key word, since I'm not around them all day) to be working a lot less than me in terms of time and effort exerted.
I don't think I can necessarily attribute this to genetics, as members of my family near my age are very intelligent. Have a cousin at Stanford with 3.9+, other cousin doing engineering at top uni, my little sister was valedictorian or something in high school, other cousin doing near 4.0 chemical engineering at some random uni. However, none of these are me and it doesn't necessarily correlate entirely.
My most recent grades from this Fall 2012 are...
Medical Terminology: A. (Easy)
Organic Chemistry: B. (Points away from B+, could have got B+/A- if I tried harder)
Immunology: C. (Sucks, 79%. Literally needed 2 more questions for a B)
Semester GPA: 3.0.
As you can see, even if I hypothetically did better, I would not have gotten a 4.0 unless something significant changed. Also, I'm not taking the full course load, so 9 credit hours looks ****ing horrible. I'm taking 15 credits (orgo 2, statistics, genetics, fitness class, music class) next semester so we'll see. I had a ton of free time since I wasn't taking a heavy course load too.
I've never had a 4.0 in my entire life. Highest I got was a 3.71 this past summer, but that doesn't count.
Calculus 1: B+. (89.X%, in 10 weeks, still not an A)
Human Biology: A. (Easy online class, which is why it doesn't count)
Am I just not smart enough for medicine? People (including successful friends I've asked) tell me to continue and strive for high goals if I enjoy it and I am passionate about it. That's all good, but it doesn't matter if you're passionate about medicine, passion itself isn't enough. Who cares if I'm passionate when I can't even hack a 4.0? Or even a good GPA.
Seriously, I feel like a complete *******. I don't even want to talk about my GPA to my friends because it's ridiculously low (3.3) and I don't even tell most people in real life that I'm premed.
I'm currently enrolled at a university and I just finished my AA at a CC. I'm struggling with academics right now, not doing so well at all. Definitely not medical school competitive. My cGPA is like a 3.3, yada yada yada, I won't go into details as they're irrelevant. But my grades aren't good. I'm already 23 years old as well, so technically, I should be in my first year of medical school if I didn't **** up.
I definitely could have done better if I had tried harder at my CC, I think I could have a 3.7+ right now if I had, but again, general courses for an AA are much easier than a bachelors in science which I'm now pursuing at the university level.
I've always struggled academically, even getting held back a year in high school, my high school counselor even told me to drop out because she said I'd "never" get my high school diploma, then I got my high school diploma.
I feel like I'm struggling way too much to be doing so poorly. Granted maybe I'm not working that hard and I simply think I am? I feel like I'm not up to par with some fellow premeds, some of my friends have 3.9+ and SEEM (key word, since I'm not around them all day) to be working a lot less than me in terms of time and effort exerted.
I don't think I can necessarily attribute this to genetics, as members of my family near my age are very intelligent. Have a cousin at Stanford with 3.9+, other cousin doing engineering at top uni, my little sister was valedictorian or something in high school, other cousin doing near 4.0 chemical engineering at some random uni. However, none of these are me and it doesn't necessarily correlate entirely.
My most recent grades from this Fall 2012 are...
Medical Terminology: A. (Easy)
Organic Chemistry: B. (Points away from B+, could have got B+/A- if I tried harder)
Immunology: C. (Sucks, 79%. Literally needed 2 more questions for a B)
Semester GPA: 3.0.
As you can see, even if I hypothetically did better, I would not have gotten a 4.0 unless something significant changed. Also, I'm not taking the full course load, so 9 credit hours looks ****ing horrible. I'm taking 15 credits (orgo 2, statistics, genetics, fitness class, music class) next semester so we'll see. I had a ton of free time since I wasn't taking a heavy course load too.
I've never had a 4.0 in my entire life. Highest I got was a 3.71 this past summer, but that doesn't count.
Calculus 1: B+. (89.X%, in 10 weeks, still not an A)
Human Biology: A. (Easy online class, which is why it doesn't count)
Am I just not smart enough for medicine? People (including successful friends I've asked) tell me to continue and strive for high goals if I enjoy it and I am passionate about it. That's all good, but it doesn't matter if you're passionate about medicine, passion itself isn't enough. Who cares if I'm passionate when I can't even hack a 4.0? Or even a good GPA.
Seriously, I feel like a complete *******. I don't even want to talk about my GPA to my friends because it's ridiculously low (3.3) and I don't even tell most people in real life that I'm premed.