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Hi all,
I am a DO student and I plan on going into Psychiatry but I failed my OB/GYN rotation, specifically the rotation portion. I passed the shelf exam.
I had internal medicine and psychiatry as my first two rotations, liked them both, did well, and knew from then on I was going to go into one of these fields. After more thought, I've concluded Psychiatry is the field I will enjoy most. Anyhow, I wrongly went into the OB/GYN rotation, thinking this, and did not take the rotation very seriously. I showed up, did what was asked of me, and passed the test. I know now that this is not sufficient. I realize this is 99% my fault, however my only explanations are the following:
1. Expectation were never communicated to me. During the 2nd to last week of the rotation, the director met with me, voiced his concerns, did not inform me of expectations (in retrospect, I should have asked!!!) and we went forward. I continued to show up and did what was asked of me. The only slip up after this was that 2 days before the shelf exam, I did not go to a C-section or attended a delivery (which no one told me was going on). My reason for not going to the C-section (the 10th one I would have seen) is that I was studying for the test, which I was freaked out about because at our meeting, the director said "I don't know if you will pass this test."
2. I live above 40 degrees latitude and now clearly understand that I get Seasonal Affective Disorder to a significant degree. The rotation occurred between the end of December and until the beginning of February. Other circumstances (e.g, limited social life, very small town I am in, being very far from home) do not help this at all. After more research, I know I either have Bipolar Type II or Cyclothymic disorder. I guess it's true, the people who are affected by mental disorders, are attracted to psychiatry (I see nothing wrong with this--I know people who have had leukemia who are very interested in going into heme/onc. This makes perfect sense to me).
So, how poorly do you think this will affect residency applications? I realize I am going have to explain this, and I read on this forum that it is NOT a good idea to cite mental health issues. Could I just cite "health issues?" I feel I would probably have to explain this further.
I appreciate all of your help. Thank you.
Sincerely,
Scarletfire1234
PS. I apologize for any typos. I re-read this a couple of times, but was distraught while writing it.
I am a DO student and I plan on going into Psychiatry but I failed my OB/GYN rotation, specifically the rotation portion. I passed the shelf exam.
I had internal medicine and psychiatry as my first two rotations, liked them both, did well, and knew from then on I was going to go into one of these fields. After more thought, I've concluded Psychiatry is the field I will enjoy most. Anyhow, I wrongly went into the OB/GYN rotation, thinking this, and did not take the rotation very seriously. I showed up, did what was asked of me, and passed the test. I know now that this is not sufficient. I realize this is 99% my fault, however my only explanations are the following:
1. Expectation were never communicated to me. During the 2nd to last week of the rotation, the director met with me, voiced his concerns, did not inform me of expectations (in retrospect, I should have asked!!!) and we went forward. I continued to show up and did what was asked of me. The only slip up after this was that 2 days before the shelf exam, I did not go to a C-section or attended a delivery (which no one told me was going on). My reason for not going to the C-section (the 10th one I would have seen) is that I was studying for the test, which I was freaked out about because at our meeting, the director said "I don't know if you will pass this test."
2. I live above 40 degrees latitude and now clearly understand that I get Seasonal Affective Disorder to a significant degree. The rotation occurred between the end of December and until the beginning of February. Other circumstances (e.g, limited social life, very small town I am in, being very far from home) do not help this at all. After more research, I know I either have Bipolar Type II or Cyclothymic disorder. I guess it's true, the people who are affected by mental disorders, are attracted to psychiatry (I see nothing wrong with this--I know people who have had leukemia who are very interested in going into heme/onc. This makes perfect sense to me).
- My mental state at the time certainly did not help my performance at all. I was depressed and VERY unmotivated to do anything. I would have sought help, however I thought my feelings were due to getting off of chewing tobacco, AND I had no anxieties because I thought I was doing what was expected of me. If concerns, and the depth of them, were expressed to me earlier, I would have gotten very anxious, changed my performance significantly and most likely would have passed the rotation.
So, how poorly do you think this will affect residency applications? I realize I am going have to explain this, and I read on this forum that it is NOT a good idea to cite mental health issues. Could I just cite "health issues?" I feel I would probably have to explain this further.
I appreciate all of your help. Thank you.
Sincerely,
Scarletfire1234
PS. I apologize for any typos. I re-read this a couple of times, but was distraught while writing it.