Lately it seems I have been getting more and more depressed teens hearing their name called and seeing shadowy figures at the edge of their perceptual field. I have heard this type of report occasionally in the past, but am worried that I am asking question in a way that subtly encourages the report of this or are all these kids really that depressed and how common is that report in the more severely depressed teens? Many are from the Native population so that confounds the diagnosis quite a bit; culturally normative traits like less affective expression, minimal eye contact, and communicating with ancestors.
I get the exact same thing if my sleep is disrupted, so do a lot of my friends under the same circumstances irrespective of a diagnosis of depression (although obviously depression can disrupt normal sleep patterns, so I'm assuming it's probably more likely to happen during a depressive episode).
It's also the one thing that's almost guaranteed to send one of my friends with untreated BPD into a complete tailspin. At least once a year chances are I'm going to bombarded with a series of increasingly panicked messages (because god forbid the first message doesn't get answered in 10 seconds flat) and it's damn near the same conversation every single time...
Friend - *Gasp!Panic!!!* I think I might have psychotic depression.
Me - (What, again?

)...Okay hon, just take a few deep breaths, what makes you think you have psychotic depression?
Friend - I can hear someone calling my name, and I keep seeing these shadow creatures out the corner of my eye, but when I turn to look at them they're gone. It's like they're taunting me.
Me - That sounds like...(the exact same thing you've been telling me for the past how many years now?)...it must feel really scary for you. Are you sleeping okay at the moment? What about stress? Has anything upset you recently?
Friend -

Nothing ever goes right for me, everything's gone wrong, let me sing you the song of my people..."Four ill advised relationships hanging on the wall, and if one ill advised relationship should accidentally fall ~ I'll become completely emotionally disregulated and start abusing pills and alcohol and slicing my arms up with a razor blade."
Me - You know...(I really should just start calling you Punxsutawney Phil, because goddamn if this doesn't feel like Groundhog day right now)...this does kinda sound like what happened last year as well. Remember when you were dating that guy and it didn't work out so good...(so you just went and completely lost your ****)...and you started having the same experiences you are now, because you were really upset and not sleeping properly? Have you found another therapist to talk to since then?
Friend - Therapy doesn't work for me. I never feel comfortable talking about stuff and then I end up making a fool of myself.
Me - Well, you know...(here's a brilliant idea , therapy might work a lot better if you'd stop falling in love with the therapist and treating your sessions like a date

)...sometimes it can take a while to find the right therapist. I really do think you need to talk to someone.
Friend - So you don't think I have psychotic depression? I'm just a failure then.
Me - (Yes, because being diagnosed with MDD with Psychotic Fx is such an achievement
)...I didn't say that, I don't think you're a failure, I just think you're under a lot of stress right now and it might help to see someone who can assess you properly, and who's also trained to be able to talk to people about the sorts of issues you're experiencing.
Friend - Can't I just talk to you?
Me -
