Look, the evaluation business can be very, very arbitrary. I wouldn't deny any of what people are saying. And it certainly can be very demoralizing.
Ergo said:
I was getting very positive feedback for the last 3 wks from my attending and resident, then was blindsided by cruel, non-specific non-constructive criticism.
I asked for a small verbal eval - asked him to let me know how I am doing and what he would like me to do differently. I was told (sharply)that I am a "spaz in the O.R." ...
No cynicism, just a little slice of despair.
Sometimes, the resident/attending you're assigned to work with is a terrible,
terrible clinical teacher. That sounds like what ran into here. And to a certain extent, there's nothing you can do about what that attending is. But if you have it under your control, try to work with people who
are good at teaching you and evaluating you. They're usually not that hard to figure out.
And I hear the despair, and it's certainly justified. But hand in there; if you were getting good feedback, you were probably learning and doing many things right.
cbc said:
What do you do in those rotations where you switch all the time, like every 2 weeks? Also, I've been working with different people almost everyday. I literally present to 4 different attendings, maybe once-twice a day to each. How are you expected to be evaluated?
Two weeks
can be plenty of time, depending on what kind of rotation it is. As for presenting to attendings... consider yourself lucky to get to present so often. Make sure you're getting better at your presentations as you go along. Ask them how they think you're doing, if you can. Two weeks, and presenting once-twice a bunch of different attendings sounds like a
dream. The really dangerous situation is when you're assigned
solely to a real jerk whom you don't get along well with.
And in any event, what can you do? Just control the things you can. Try your best, and remember the idea is that you're making an education for yourself. Figure out what you kind of education you want, and get it.
cbc said:
Also, isn't it screwed up some schools have F/P/HP/H, whereas some have F/P/H. Even if you are in the HP range, it'll only show up as P. It's either H or bust. What do you think of that?
I think that's pretty crummy, actually.
My school has H/HP/P/LP and Fail, and I'll tell you, the presence of "High Pass" makes the "Pass" grade seem like a slap in the face.
What would you think of a ten-point scale? I think that'd actually be kind of cool. Not so much precision that it becomes silly, but don't you think someone could tell the difference between a 9/10 and a 10/10? Hmm...
ParisHilton said:
Get a scouting report from people that went through that rotation.
I think this can be a good idea, but take such "scouting reports" with a grain of salt; they can be more subjective and arbitrary than the grades you're getting!
ParisHilton said:
It?s all a game and as the Gambler said, ?If you?re gonna play this game, boy, you gotta learn to play it right.?
tom_jones said:
Its all about kissing ace. You'll be amazed at the length some people will go to kiss ace.
Look, even if the grade
were all about kissing a--, you have bigger fish to fry: you're there to learn how to be a doctor. (And I think residents and attendings, in general aren't
that bad at spotting phonies. Not perfect, but they see more than most medical students think.)
Besides, what a miserable model to try to live by. Do your best; work hard. Be interested and
act interested. Ask questions. Ask how you're doing. Think about what kind of doctor, what kind of
person you want to be. Plenty of people will notice a genuine, intelligent, eager, motivated student and the grades will mostly follow.
Don't let 'em get you down. Good luck.