So here I am, in a very lucky place, really. I've found a specialty I really love. I feel compelled to help the patients in this field and I'm fascinated by the science behind it. It gives me a sense of motivation unlike anything else. In addition to this, it happens to be a field that offers a great lifestyle, huge demand, and awesome pay. I love psychiatry. No matter how many times I try to lie to myself, I love it. I should feel very fortunate that I've found something that I really want to pursue, but I feel like something is wrong with me.
I'm not going to beat around the bush. For some reason, I seem to care too much about what others will think. For some reason I care that lay people may not know that psychiatrists are physicians. For some reason I care that people won't know the differences between a psychiatrist and psychologist. All these little, petty things, for some reason, get to me.I know that these are stupid, superficial, and even insecure things. I am fully aware of this. I know I may get judgmental thoughts for saying these things, but I am just being honest with myself so maybe I can get through it. I'm also aware that if/when I begin practicing psychiatry, I may not care about these things anymore. However, in the meantime, I was just wondering if anyone here has felt the same way. If so, how did you get over it? Is this perception that I have of how others view psychiatrists even valid?
Thank you guys. As a regular browser, I can definitely say that the psychiatry forum is the coolest one on SDN.
I'm not going to beat around the bush. For some reason, I seem to care too much about what others will think. For some reason I care that lay people may not know that psychiatrists are physicians. For some reason I care that people won't know the differences between a psychiatrist and psychologist. All these little, petty things, for some reason, get to me.I know that these are stupid, superficial, and even insecure things. I am fully aware of this. I know I may get judgmental thoughts for saying these things, but I am just being honest with myself so maybe I can get through it. I'm also aware that if/when I begin practicing psychiatry, I may not care about these things anymore. However, in the meantime, I was just wondering if anyone here has felt the same way. If so, how did you get over it? Is this perception that I have of how others view psychiatrists even valid?
Thank you guys. As a regular browser, I can definitely say that the psychiatry forum is the coolest one on SDN.