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I have, on my schedule on Friday, one of my least favorite patients. When I first saw this guy a little over 2 years ago, he was a 50-something man with a history of depression and anxiety. He was already on Xanax 1 mg TID, as well as the ridiculous regimen of Wellbutrin 100 mg BID, nefazodone 400 mg at bedtime, trazodone 50 mg at bedtime, and Seroquel 200 mg at bedtime. It wasn't clear why his PCP was referring him at that particular time. He endorsed having been on the above regimen for years, and I would have thought PCP was punting to psych to get the Xanax off his hands, but he had been filling it for a couple of years. Before that, the patient was seeing a local psychiatrist who retired. The patient also has COPD, still smokes, and the month before I first saw him, had been to the ER with chest pain (MI was ruled out.) He endorsed periods of major depression with suicidal thoughts in the past, He had been on disability for depression and anxiety for almost two decades.
He was still complaining of anxiety and, of course, requesting an increase in the Xanax at that initial appointment, which I turned down. Other than that, he was strongly resistant to making any changes to his regimen (including simplifying the aforementioned polypharmacy.) Predictably, he also didn't want to switch to a longer-acting benzo as he had supposedly tried clonazepam and diazepam in the past and they allegedly "didn't work." He in fact wasn't even taking the full dose of Seroquel since he found it too sedating, so I changed that to 25 mg in the morning and 50 mg QHS, in the thought that a small AM dose would help with the daytime anxiety for which he was requesting a Xanax increase.
Over the next few visits, it became clear he didn't really understand his medication regimen, meaning, what doses he was to be taking and when. He kept playing with the Seroquel dosing on his own, and it also emerged that he was not taking the nefazodone as prescribed. I first suspected this when he said he was taking 200 mg instead of 400 mg, but then at the next visit it turned out he was taking 200 mg BID. I repeatedly went over with him what all these meds are and what they are supposed to do, but he seemed like he just wasn't getting it. I kept trying to get rid of either the nefazodone or trazdodone, but he was strongly resistant to this, being adamant he needed them both. It turned out he was taking the Wellbutrin only for smoking cessation and it was ineffective, so I eventually discontinued that. However, he believed that without all the other meds, he wouldn't be able to sleep.
I will interject here that, predictably, I have very strong negative countertransference against this guy, because of his adamance about "needing" the Xanax and a polypharmacy regimen in general. He also brought his disability renewal form with him to one visit, which was for him to fill out and not a doctor, but was asking me what he should put on it, since it asked about a change in his condition and whether he has discussed his ability to work with his doctor. He also was a little TOO genial, always saying "good to see you again, Dr. Trismegistus4!" and wanting to spend the appointment making small-talk chit-chat and showing me pictures of his grandchildren on his phone.
Then, at a visit almost a year ago, he mentioned having vertigo. He said this had in fact been going on for years, that when he goes out he has to sit in his car until he feels better before he goes into the store or building, and that he doesn't want to get in an accident and hurt someone else or himself. This caused me to think "crap, I REALLY should not be prescribing this guy Xanax." So, before his next visit, I steeled my nerves, tried my hardest to suppress my non-contfrontationality, and told him I was going to taper him off the Xanax, reducing to 0.5 mg once per day and 1 mg for the other 2 doses. That appointment went 10 minutes over as he argued with me and I kept trying to get him to just accept it and get out the door. He said he can't function without xanax, used to be on 5 per day, does't want to be taken off meds that "might cause suicide." I brought up doing psychotherapy, and he said he's seen therapists for years, and "they never do a damn thing, the just talk to him." Suspiciously, I noted that he hadn't gotten a prescription for Seroquel in almost 8 months, and at the time it was only a 30-day supply with 1 refill, but he insisted he had been continuing to take it by cutting old 200 mg pills in half.
I documented in my note that I had a long discussion with the patient about the risks of chronic benzodiazepine use, including dizziness, falls, memory impairment, dementia as age progresses; that he had complained to me before at numerous visits of vertigo, memory and concentration problems, and also has a history of COPD and in fact often appears when being interviewed to have increased respiratory effort; that I explained to him that I think this medicine is more harmful to him than beneficial in the long run, and also the lack of evidence of therapeutic efficacy of benzodiazepines for more than a few months; and that I attempted to reiterate these points to the patient numerous times as he continued to raise objections to coming off Xanax, saying that he "needs it," "couldn't function without it," etc. so was not clear how much the patient understood the risks. But I eventually got him to say that if he had suicidal thoughts, he would go to the ER, and got him out the door.
I've seen him twice in follow-up since then, most recently last fall. As you might have predicted, I have not been able to continue suppressing my non-confrontationality; both those appointments also went over as he continued to beg and plead that he needed more Xanax. I haven't increased it back, but I have failed to taper it any further. When I last saw him in October, he was reporting shaking "really bad" and uncontrollably all the time. He keeps bringing up the subject of suicidality. I feel he's manipulating me with it. Every time we discuss the Xanax, he says "geez, doctor, in the past I was so anxious I wanted to kill myself; I'd hate to feel like that again." And starts getting tearful. Oh, and I also found out later he was also on Tramadol and hydrocodone! Fortunately, the hydrocodone was stopped last hear, but he's still on Tramadol.
I feel utterly defeated and humiliated that this guy is continuing to exact Xanax out of me; I'm worried about the liability given his vertigo and COPD. But he basically indirectly threatens suicide every time I try to reduce it. What I'd really like to do is fire him, but I'm not sure my organization will let me.
Any thoughts on how to handle this?
He was still complaining of anxiety and, of course, requesting an increase in the Xanax at that initial appointment, which I turned down. Other than that, he was strongly resistant to making any changes to his regimen (including simplifying the aforementioned polypharmacy.) Predictably, he also didn't want to switch to a longer-acting benzo as he had supposedly tried clonazepam and diazepam in the past and they allegedly "didn't work." He in fact wasn't even taking the full dose of Seroquel since he found it too sedating, so I changed that to 25 mg in the morning and 50 mg QHS, in the thought that a small AM dose would help with the daytime anxiety for which he was requesting a Xanax increase.
Over the next few visits, it became clear he didn't really understand his medication regimen, meaning, what doses he was to be taking and when. He kept playing with the Seroquel dosing on his own, and it also emerged that he was not taking the nefazodone as prescribed. I first suspected this when he said he was taking 200 mg instead of 400 mg, but then at the next visit it turned out he was taking 200 mg BID. I repeatedly went over with him what all these meds are and what they are supposed to do, but he seemed like he just wasn't getting it. I kept trying to get rid of either the nefazodone or trazdodone, but he was strongly resistant to this, being adamant he needed them both. It turned out he was taking the Wellbutrin only for smoking cessation and it was ineffective, so I eventually discontinued that. However, he believed that without all the other meds, he wouldn't be able to sleep.
I will interject here that, predictably, I have very strong negative countertransference against this guy, because of his adamance about "needing" the Xanax and a polypharmacy regimen in general. He also brought his disability renewal form with him to one visit, which was for him to fill out and not a doctor, but was asking me what he should put on it, since it asked about a change in his condition and whether he has discussed his ability to work with his doctor. He also was a little TOO genial, always saying "good to see you again, Dr. Trismegistus4!" and wanting to spend the appointment making small-talk chit-chat and showing me pictures of his grandchildren on his phone.
Then, at a visit almost a year ago, he mentioned having vertigo. He said this had in fact been going on for years, that when he goes out he has to sit in his car until he feels better before he goes into the store or building, and that he doesn't want to get in an accident and hurt someone else or himself. This caused me to think "crap, I REALLY should not be prescribing this guy Xanax." So, before his next visit, I steeled my nerves, tried my hardest to suppress my non-contfrontationality, and told him I was going to taper him off the Xanax, reducing to 0.5 mg once per day and 1 mg for the other 2 doses. That appointment went 10 minutes over as he argued with me and I kept trying to get him to just accept it and get out the door. He said he can't function without xanax, used to be on 5 per day, does't want to be taken off meds that "might cause suicide." I brought up doing psychotherapy, and he said he's seen therapists for years, and "they never do a damn thing, the just talk to him." Suspiciously, I noted that he hadn't gotten a prescription for Seroquel in almost 8 months, and at the time it was only a 30-day supply with 1 refill, but he insisted he had been continuing to take it by cutting old 200 mg pills in half.
I documented in my note that I had a long discussion with the patient about the risks of chronic benzodiazepine use, including dizziness, falls, memory impairment, dementia as age progresses; that he had complained to me before at numerous visits of vertigo, memory and concentration problems, and also has a history of COPD and in fact often appears when being interviewed to have increased respiratory effort; that I explained to him that I think this medicine is more harmful to him than beneficial in the long run, and also the lack of evidence of therapeutic efficacy of benzodiazepines for more than a few months; and that I attempted to reiterate these points to the patient numerous times as he continued to raise objections to coming off Xanax, saying that he "needs it," "couldn't function without it," etc. so was not clear how much the patient understood the risks. But I eventually got him to say that if he had suicidal thoughts, he would go to the ER, and got him out the door.
I've seen him twice in follow-up since then, most recently last fall. As you might have predicted, I have not been able to continue suppressing my non-confrontationality; both those appointments also went over as he continued to beg and plead that he needed more Xanax. I haven't increased it back, but I have failed to taper it any further. When I last saw him in October, he was reporting shaking "really bad" and uncontrollably all the time. He keeps bringing up the subject of suicidality. I feel he's manipulating me with it. Every time we discuss the Xanax, he says "geez, doctor, in the past I was so anxious I wanted to kill myself; I'd hate to feel like that again." And starts getting tearful. Oh, and I also found out later he was also on Tramadol and hydrocodone! Fortunately, the hydrocodone was stopped last hear, but he's still on Tramadol.
I feel utterly defeated and humiliated that this guy is continuing to exact Xanax out of me; I'm worried about the liability given his vertigo and COPD. But he basically indirectly threatens suicide every time I try to reduce it. What I'd really like to do is fire him, but I'm not sure my organization will let me.
Any thoughts on how to handle this?
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