Hi Guys,
Thanks for all the responses and ideas. Now that I finally resigned, I really feel like I made the right decision....I have absolutely no regrets at all. I thought about different specialities, but at the end I realized that medicine just wasn't for me. My only regret is wasting so much time and money!
I come to understand a little bit about myself too. I am more of an "office desk job" type of person. I hate being in the hospital/clinic....it's just too depressing. It all makes sense now b/c I loved basic sciences.....I could sit and read all day! Once clinical years started......I started to become miserable. I kept going cause I did not want to quit. But then someone gave me some great advice...."Quitting doesn't make you a weak person, it's not knowing WHEN to quit that makes you weak." or something along those lines.....
So even though I"m in a huge amount of debt, my parents bitter and angry, and no real job, I feel better than ever....b/c I don't have to spend the rest of my life feeling trapped in Medicine. I still want to do something in the realm of health care, but more behind the scenes (i.e. health care finance/admin, pharm, insurance, etc). I"m taking the next few months to figure out where my interests lie and do some soul searching. I will try to keep everyone updated periodically!