Hey everyone,
I could really use some advice.
After my final today my professor noticed I looked really distraught and anxious, and brought me outside the classroom to speak to me.
He mentioned that he was concerned, because I've always been a straight A student in his class--yet this semester, I've been consistently getting low B's and C's.
He asked me if everything was alright, and I just told him straight out "I can't study anymore. I'll sit down with the intention to study, but I just don't retain anything and get in the zone until the night before." He and I talked, and he said he was worried that I had burnout, and if I didn't do something about it now, he doesn't want me to crash in medical school.
His basic point was that he believed I was capable of doing it, but he thought that my lack of interest in studying suggested that I didn't truly want to pursue medical school anymore (which I denied).
I'm a strong student, and I'm heavily involved on campus. This semester, I took 3 classes so I had time for the MCAT. I've been studying for that just fine, but when it comes to my classes, I just can't study. That might sound really weird, but it's not like I don't try! I sit there, everything's all set, and I don't retain anything.
He advised me to search deep down (cliche, I know) about if I really wanted to become a doctor. But I don't know how to go about doing that...I've shadowed, spoken with physicians...there's no other way for me to get a glimpse of what a doctor does.
Does it sound like burnout to you guys? And how should I overcome it? I've never doubted my decision to pursue medical school until now..do you think his thought about "you're unconsciously pushing yourself away fro medical school" has any legitimate reason?
Sorry this is so long..I just really wanted to get everything out. Any advice would really be appreciated, thank you.
I could really use some advice.
After my final today my professor noticed I looked really distraught and anxious, and brought me outside the classroom to speak to me.
He mentioned that he was concerned, because I've always been a straight A student in his class--yet this semester, I've been consistently getting low B's and C's.
He asked me if everything was alright, and I just told him straight out "I can't study anymore. I'll sit down with the intention to study, but I just don't retain anything and get in the zone until the night before." He and I talked, and he said he was worried that I had burnout, and if I didn't do something about it now, he doesn't want me to crash in medical school.
His basic point was that he believed I was capable of doing it, but he thought that my lack of interest in studying suggested that I didn't truly want to pursue medical school anymore (which I denied).
I'm a strong student, and I'm heavily involved on campus. This semester, I took 3 classes so I had time for the MCAT. I've been studying for that just fine, but when it comes to my classes, I just can't study. That might sound really weird, but it's not like I don't try! I sit there, everything's all set, and I don't retain anything.
He advised me to search deep down (cliche, I know) about if I really wanted to become a doctor. But I don't know how to go about doing that...I've shadowed, spoken with physicians...there's no other way for me to get a glimpse of what a doctor does.
Does it sound like burnout to you guys? And how should I overcome it? I've never doubted my decision to pursue medical school until now..do you think his thought about "you're unconsciously pushing yourself away fro medical school" has any legitimate reason?
Sorry this is so long..I just really wanted to get everything out. Any advice would really be appreciated, thank you.