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So, application season is coming to a close and I've managed to get into 3 PT programs and was waitlisted at 3 others. This was my second round of applications and a hard won outcome for sure. With that said, I've been questioning my choice to go into PT as I've gotten more experience in clinics in my area. I have had the privilege to work under and observe several very talented therapists, but I have also seen the seedy side of billing practices and some ethical models that I find myself questioning, especially in my most recent PT tech job. I feel like a total tool for feeling so lukewarm about the prospect of going to PT school since I know what it means to be rejected from my first round of applications. There is also the reality that I will lose the ability to disappear for backpacking trips and won't be able to be a climbing bum when the mood strikes, but I'll find time for those once I'm out of school somehow.
My point is that I am having cold feet about my decision because much of my recent experience, as well as some of my previous experience, has taught me through negative examples. I am feeling a bit apprehensive about finding my way into a situation like that after graduating. I have faith that I'll be able to handle the coursework and the transition from where I live now to where I'm attending school. The debt is terrifying, but it seems like people get that figured out (I'm looking at upwards of $90,000 just for for tuition...ugh). I know that insurance regulations are constantly in flux and that reimbursement is in a steady decline, but that doesn't matter much. I try to keep life simple and tend to live cheaply (read that as I've been pretty much broke for a long time) and don't think I would know what to do with a $60,000 salary. I just don't want to find my way into a career where I have to compromise my own ethical standards for the benefit of someone else's bottom line. I began pursuing PT because I wanted to help people in a way that has been meaningful in my own life and the lives of people who are close to me. I was not doing that at my last job. I also read all kinds of negativity about PT as a career on the ol' interwebs, but thats likely because I'm searching for solutions to a problem that people like to vent about. Am I being ridiculous? Am I selling my soul by going for the DPT?
Sorry for the huge post, but I'm making no progress by ruminating and I could use some insight. Thanks!
My point is that I am having cold feet about my decision because much of my recent experience, as well as some of my previous experience, has taught me through negative examples. I am feeling a bit apprehensive about finding my way into a situation like that after graduating. I have faith that I'll be able to handle the coursework and the transition from where I live now to where I'm attending school. The debt is terrifying, but it seems like people get that figured out (I'm looking at upwards of $90,000 just for for tuition...ugh). I know that insurance regulations are constantly in flux and that reimbursement is in a steady decline, but that doesn't matter much. I try to keep life simple and tend to live cheaply (read that as I've been pretty much broke for a long time) and don't think I would know what to do with a $60,000 salary. I just don't want to find my way into a career where I have to compromise my own ethical standards for the benefit of someone else's bottom line. I began pursuing PT because I wanted to help people in a way that has been meaningful in my own life and the lives of people who are close to me. I was not doing that at my last job. I also read all kinds of negativity about PT as a career on the ol' interwebs, but thats likely because I'm searching for solutions to a problem that people like to vent about. Am I being ridiculous? Am I selling my soul by going for the DPT?
Sorry for the huge post, but I'm making no progress by ruminating and I could use some insight. Thanks!