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Coming from an asian background and asian friends, I was kinda pushed along this path in many ways in which I wont elaborate on. Im finishing my junior year in College as a Gen Bio major and I don't think this is what I want anymore. When everyone talks to me about it, they always ask these piercing questions to see how passionate I am about being a doctor; Im not sure if they're inherently jealous they aren't smart enough so they're trying to take me down but the end result is that I end up telling the truth and how Im impartial to it and how Im not really so interested in this. My grades are Cs and Bs in big biology/mammology classes now. It is too hard, I feel the competition is too tough, and I end up trying to put in the work and just not knowing how to study. Sometimes it's just down to me not wanting to spend the entire day reviewing the hundreds of pages of lecture slides anymore. It's nothing but hard gruesome boring work. Honestly, the possibility of making a lot of money was appealing but Ive heard you sometimes dont make that much and may even end up in debt? (Not really too informed on this)
From how things are looking, Im just not skilled enough and/or passionate enough and will most likely not do well on the MCAT.
Im very scared about graduation because I don't know what to do since my other options seem scary and will most likely make me look like a failure to others: Im scared I wont find anything in my area and end up as a retail store worker, getting some job in my area but not that interested in it, and I dont know about grad school because that will only lead to researcher or teacher which aren't hugely interesting for me.
I enjoy youtube video making and computer science since I think they are possible big money banks for me and they seem fairly interesting but I haven't had much success yet and Im very inexperienced. It's probably too late to switch my major. Plus, comp sci is prob also a lot of gruesome boring work that I cant avoid.
Ive heard stories of people who finish college and end up working as a bartender until they die. 🙁
From how things are looking, Im just not skilled enough and/or passionate enough and will most likely not do well on the MCAT.
Im very scared about graduation because I don't know what to do since my other options seem scary and will most likely make me look like a failure to others: Im scared I wont find anything in my area and end up as a retail store worker, getting some job in my area but not that interested in it, and I dont know about grad school because that will only lead to researcher or teacher which aren't hugely interesting for me.
I enjoy youtube video making and computer science since I think they are possible big money banks for me and they seem fairly interesting but I haven't had much success yet and Im very inexperienced. It's probably too late to switch my major. Plus, comp sci is prob also a lot of gruesome boring work that I cant avoid.
Ive heard stories of people who finish college and end up working as a bartender until they die. 🙁