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For years now all I've said is that I want to become a doctor. I transferred to my state school after receiving my associate's degree. I graduated with a 4.0 GPA and I was on top of the world. Now I'm in the second semester as a part time student, not even by choice. It is because the classes are becoming increasingly difficult. I am taking gen chem and cannot find a way to do well. I also bombed my first biology exam. I dont know what is wrong with me, but after getting a 56 on my first chem exam, I feel like my dreams are being crushed. I never doubted my intelligence until this year. I dont know what's wrong with me. I studied so long for the chem exam just to get an F. Premeds dont get Fs. There is nothing in life I want to do except become a doctor. I only have one chance at undergrad. I dont know what to do. I feel like I'm not smart enough to do it anymore. I never thought I'd feel that way. I'm heartbroken.