I'm in a med school medical program and I'm afraid I'm going to ruin this opportunity. I believe I have bipolar disorder and depersonalization disorder along with a whole list of other disorders that I'm sure are present...I'm going to a doctor this week but I want to know how long it will take to get a diagnosis and if these are valid excuses to take a medical leave of absence from my school and give me time to cope and heal. I've never been to a doctor for my mental health, I'm sitting here in a completely unfamiliar state of mind and I don't know what is going on with me but its gotten to the point where I just can't function or even pick up a pencil or even go to class or eat... Will I recieve W's for this semester and be dismissed from the program? I can't even read a page out of the book and its hard for to figure out what to type here. Will they understand? I'm sorry, I just have no where to turn so I posted here...