BBW17--
I'm in about the same boat and I *totally* agree w/you. I'm about $70k in debt from pursuing a career change at age 30 and becomming an RN while doing all my post bacc/premed classes in a two year bit of craziness. Now, I'm looking at $50k/yr tuition to attend med school--did not get accepted to any state schools, which are still $30/yr anyhow, and I'm really starting to wonder if it's even worth it. I'll grad in 4 yrs w/$350-450k in debt *easily*, in fact a good friend just grad that same school and now owes $380k, even if I enter a high pay specialty, I'm still barely looking at earnings equal to total debt. I'm older and have experienced how hard it is to payback loan balances, even w/you continue to drive an old beater car (yes, me), lives w/roomates (yes), pay >1/2 your income to loans----and *especially* able to enjoy the feeling that comes from working your ass off, having patients sometimes be downright rude to your face, feeling a degree of exhaustion not known to most,--and then, after all that, not really being able to splurge on things you may want, and feeling guilty when you do.
So, now, I'm in the crucial last weeks, I'm set up to start as ms1 in August, and yet, here I sit, painfully fence-sitting, wondering, is it worth it?